i realize while i appreciate so much that im gifted things… i just dont want to be gifted a lot of things… is that weird??? like cuz i dont buy a lot of things for myself, then most of my things will be from others and idk it just makes me a bit anxious. because like what if, we had a fallout and then all the things i have comes from this person?? all these things and objects will remind me of them and it hurts and i have to keep them away from my sight but i’ll feel bad for not using them. yanno???? idk just random anxious thoughts i have lately










