Oct 11, 2025
My gravest secret is that I've never been truly drunk before.
I long to experience what it's like to be so drunk out of ur skull you forget the last night existed... To be so absolutely unhinged by alcohol you simply stop giving a fuck... I just wanna try it once cmon man. Being the (involuntarily) most sober one gets annoying at some point.
#daemon's ranting#even if everything else dies#my liver continues to be an overachiever....#Sedatives? Lmao. Anesthetics? Hi bro I'm awake. Caffeine? Imma need enough to kill a small child and it'll last a whole 30 minutes.#istg i have tried so hard to get proper drunk b4#but it never works#i sober up quicker than i can drink#and i've regained consciousness or felt the local anesthesia wear off far too often#(< guy who has developed a fear of anything requiring anesthesia thx to it)#this is also why Fine does what he does. I'm subjecting him to my own misery.#chasing that unattainable high...#SPEAKING OFF — stayed up too long am sober again kinda regretting it