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chateauofadoubt replied to your post:And I’m working on fanmixes again. If anyone has...
The Pixies. Rilo Kiley. Dessa. St. Vincent. The Cure. etcetcetc
I had never heard of half of these things and spent the last hour Youtubing them and I am in love. Thank you so much!
chateauofadoubt replied to your post “fuck false feminism”
It's been so disappointing this week to learn who all isn't actually a feminist.
Literally the disappointment of my life
chateauofadoubt replied to your photo:First watermelon of the summer. It’s so pretty!
Over the past week I have eaten 1.5 watermelons. I fucking love them. I’m so happy it’s watermelon season!
I had half of this one, and a few months ago I had another half because a friend's mother gave half to me as payment for helping move tree limbs off her roof after a storm. Because I live in Indiana.
Also I may have just accidentally found and followed fyeahwatermelon.tumblr.com. Whoops.
HOWEVER I also want to acknowledge how many wonderful people I've met through youtube and how glad I am that the relationships that have lasted are wonderful and beautiful and empowering.
yeah, that's right, I'm lookin' at you chateauofadoubt and geekerrific. Seriously, you are two of my best friends on and off line and I am so grateful to have you guys in my life. <3 <3 <3
Plus the new friendships that have been building and the support that I know I have from people on tumblr has been really really wonderful and instrumental in processing lots of things and taking care of myself.
so yeah. the internet can be good, too.
Internet friends are amazing, because even after you move, they're still there. Your relationship was never based on proximity to begin with. So when everything in your life is changing, your best internet friends are one thing that can stay the same.
Okay sometimes it takes a long conversation with an old friend so that you can finally unpack those boxes of books and put some posters on the fucking wall.
I may not have a bookshelf, but I live in this room now. I might even be able to get work done in here. Maybe apply to jobs, even.
I can breathe again.
chateauofadoubt replied to your post:I just spent like ten minutes telling my mom about...
big love. also, I have a giant PDF for you to read but you totally don’t have to read it.
That'd be great, if you'd like to email it to me? My new email is [email protected]
Unrelated: Sorry our conversation ended so abruptly, I lost internet connection because ice storm is a thing.
chateauofadoubt replied to your post: nataliemeany replied to your post: tailoredshirt...
Seriously. Fuck that shit.
Definitely. I'm just so angry and I feel so silenced and ugh. It was so dismissive, I asked repeatedly for his professional, medical opinion and he just shook his head and said he wouldn't discuss it because it was stupid and "not what we're here for."
