you feeling guilty for cheating because youve never done anyhting like that and Joels comforting you by saying things like "S' alright, sweet girl. You just need some affection, huh? Just need me to do what he aint capable of? Yeah, I know, I'll make it better." while his fingers gently worked on undoing your jeans or whatever CUZ HES BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT AND DOESNT WANT YOU SLIPPING OUT OF HIS HANDS.....
SHUT UP! SHUT UUUUUUUUPPPPPP!!
I’M LITERALLY RIPPING HAIR OUT OK maybe reader’s husband is, like, super neglectful and never home and she’s literally devastated ab it because she thought being married would sort of ‘fix’ her problems in a way but life has only gotten WORSE since marrying him and she’s so distraught. And Joel is there. Maybe he’s the contractor on some big home renovation her and her husband have been saving up for or something (🤭🤭); he’s ALWAYS over at her house these days, and with her husband away at work or on business trips so often, it’s only natural she’d want to strike up a sort of camaraderie and get to know him. FAST-FORWARD TO ONE LONELY RAINY NIGHT LMAO—like you were saying, she’d feel SOOO guilty about it at first. She never, ever, ever thought she’d be the kind of woman to cheat on her husband (and so early into the marriage? she feels like a failure). But Joel’s here to assure her that she deserves better. She hasn’t fucked it all up simply wanting to be loved, and he shows her that 😩 Your dialogue is genuinely fucking SENDING MEEEE you know he’d be so gentle the whole time, like, “Does this feel good, baby? Y’like it when I do that?” and some, “Talk to me. Tell me what you’re feelin’ so I know this is alright.” AND AAAAAAAJSKDKD him fucking her for the first time?? In the bed she shares with her husband??? 😭😭 SAYING HE’S IN LOVE WITH HER AND WOULD TREAT HER SO MUCH BETTER THAN HER HUSB- [GUNSHOTS]








