my mun committee this conference is ad hoc security council which is not only an ADVANCED council but the debate is IMPROMPTU and we dont get our topic until the day of and we get ONE HOUR to familiarise ourselves with topic and stance AND write our speeches and ts normally takes me days to do HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IT IN A N HOUR THE TIME CRUNCH. AND STRESS IS GOING TO KILL ISTG
ALSO ITS SECURITY COUNCIL WHOCH IM HORRIBLY UNFAMILIAR WITH AND DONT KNOW WELL AND HAVENT EVER DONE
AND
TWO OF THE PPL I KNOW IN THE COMMITTEE ARE SUPER GOOD DEBATERS ALREADY
IM SO DEad IMSO DEADIMSODEADIMSODEAD IMSODEADIMSODEADIMSODEADIMDSODEAS I CNAT SOT HIS BRO IM SO BAD AT IMPROMPTU DEBATE BRIBRJSJSJXJJJJDKFKGK
like literally the reason why i like mun vs speech and debate is because i get to prep and research and learn abt politics beforehand so im confident in the conference like the fun part for me is the research and now i cant fucking do that im gonna cry what is ts what the actual fuck
nobody normal ever accomplished anything meaningful in this world <3
cheese | they/she | pisces sun | INFJ-T | 2w1 / 4w3 idk take your pick | raging girlkisser with no girls to kiss | desi | minor! | est. mar 6
♪ i tried to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies ♪
stuff i like!!
★ animalss espesciall sharks and wolves :D
★ stars! as you can tell... ★ music i eat for music i breathe for music music is love music is life
★ food :P favourites - pesto pasta, chocolate, this one halloumi cheese wrap i had once, biryani, cheese ofc, i have a major sweet tooth too
★ arttt i like drawing and analysing art, i'm trying to work on my painting skills
★ my guitar! i don't practise it often?? lack of motivation i think?? but im trying to get my piano exam over with then hopefuly i can do more than just look at it
★ i like the ocean and swimming (but only recreationally i was put it classes once and it was torture)
★ and random thing but i really love stitch!!
fandoms!!
★ stranger things ★ it 2017 ★ arcane ★ alien stage ★ the owl house ★ wicked ★ the legend of realta ★ nimona ★ valorant ★ hamilton ★ heathers ★ a bunch more musicals ★ d&d ★ lilo and stitch ★ descendants 1, 2 & 3 ★ my little pony
music artists!!
maya hawke ★ katseye ★ nmixx ★ lesserafim ★ billie eilish ★ conan gray ★ txt ★ itzy ★ reneé rapp ★ aespa ★ enhypen ★ ariana grande ★ chappell roan ★ dove cameron ★ arcane soundtrack ★ musical songs ★ alnst soundtrack ★ starting to get into bands like the smiths + the cure :D
♫ you struck the chaos angel, aiming for a lost balloon ♪
"the roll. it was a 7. the demogorgon, it got me"
also i use the tag [#cheese explodes] for any vents/rant posts or things that might be triggering/might spread negativity so feel free to block the tag if you don't want to see stuff like that!! the rest of tags i use are tagged in this post :D
and i like really lilke friends freinds are so awesome and cool and i want friends plsplspls hmu if you want frned frend very epic uh uh uh yeah i love my mutuals HEEHEEHEEE
and i have discord also yay: cheesexplosion
also like i might take a gazillion years to respond to asks and tags sometimes but thats just my social battery dying don't worry about that
"if we're both going crazy, then we'll go crazy together, right?
