In case anyone is wondering (although probably not), I’m still alive.
Sorry for going on hiatus without saying anything. I’ll try to keep this short but the keyword here is “try”.
The new year is really overwhelming for me and to simply put it, I dislike 90% of my class (so pretty much just like last year). Last year was bad but this year is terrible, and I’ll leave this at that. School is still weighing me but I get tired easier than ever and my sleep schedule got ruined too, so when I have the energy to do something it’s mostly on my phone.
There’s a *lot* of things going on during those 4 months, and while things may go downhill, I still had the time to think and self reflect, which is why I think I managed to understand myself better now. Or maybe not. Point is, I realized a lot of things and I changed, whether it’s for the better or the worse. I still have a lot of things I wanted to say but most of it are unnecessary so I’ll spare away the details.
Here’s some warning notes:
I’m far deep in idol hell now. Not like knee-deep, not even neck-deep (oh I wish), but like, deep. I don’t think I can put it into words.
To make it clearer, I’m currently playing two versions of SchoolFes, EnStars, I-chu, Yumeiro Cast, and Idolish7. And while I may drop one of these games anytime I want, I’m willing to wake up every 2 hours (one of the reasons why my sleep schedule is ruined) to play EnStars during events, so yeah. That kind of devotion.
I don’t really watch anime these days anymore, but I’m still trying to catch up, both with anime and other things I’m losing track of (and I’m still following some manga and read stuffs on LINE webtoon). The series I’m still (somehow) following are Gravity Falls, SvTFoE and Game of Thrones (yep, really).
Lastly, I don’t think I’m gonna be as active as I used to be (actually, to be very honest here, I kinda lost interest when I lost my old account too), so if I do then it’s probably on weekends. (Yes, I’m still gonna reply to messages. We all know tumblr loves to eat them, though).
I’m still active on Twitter, but my main account is already messy because I followed too many people, so I created a new side account. If I somehow could manage my Twitter account properly then I’ll switch back to that, but for now it’s easier to contact me there.
The final test for this semester just ended yesterday and I planned to write this yesterday, but as always I’m never good at setting up priorities and always procrastinate, here I am. ((Sorry for that too)) Thank you for taking your time and reading up until here.