Greed
Greed: 7 things your character wants badly.
"I’m not quite sure how to answer this question… seeing as that I have no earthly desires… but I do have some things that I really want.
I want more strength; both physically and emotionally. I don’t want to keep on relying on others in fulfilling my mission; and I don’t want to be seen as weak and as a crybaby any longer. I just really wish to be stronger.
Next to that, I really my sister to find happiness. She’s all I have and she’s done so much for me… I wish that I could do the same for her but, somehow, all I ever bring her is pain and disappointment… So, even if it’s not me, I just wish that everything would go well for her. I want all her wishes to come true. I want her to be truly happy.
Also, I really want to change the past.. I’m not sure how I could do such a thing.. and, quite frankly, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to; but, I really want to see my big brothers again… I want to
Another thing that I want is to find all the answers to all of my unanswered questions: What happened to the mother that I used to know and love? Was it really all just an act? Why did she betray us? What are her intentions? Did she feel no despair when she had killed his brothers? Did she really not love us at all? These are questions that bother me up until today… And I really wish for them to be answered… even though, nothing will change. My father and brothers will never return… and I, I will never forgive her.
Another wish of mine is to never have to feel alone. Being lonely is such a painful feeling. I want to have a welcoming family, trustworthy friends and plenty of dependable allies. I want to feel like I belong without trying too hard.. I just wish to be accepted.
And, well, let’s not forget about my mission. The one thing that I want to focus one right now is to work hard on the fulfillment of the mission given to me by elder brother. I wish to get my revenge on the woman who destroyed my life, the woman who killed half of my family. I want to see her suffering by my own hands, begging for mercy, begging me not to kill her… I want to make her feel the same pain and anguish that I had felt during the past few years of my life. I want her to want to choose death instead of living….
—-But, even after saying all this, the one thing that I want the most is to be saved. I don’t want to live in such a cruel world where all you can do is sit by and watch as fate take away all that you love from you… I just want to be saved.”
