Waffle Hates Everything
10/01/2016
Dear life,
I’m fucking pissed. Why you gottta throw everything at me like this?! I’m loosing focus on what the world is even supposed to be. I hate everything! I hate it all because one day I used to love it, and it was all a lie. When I was younger, I had the sense that everything was supposed to be ok. I thought, the world had this perfect system of how things work, so everything was fine. People knew god right? So that means they know love. People are nice, and kind, and even though we argue and have differences, we still love each other. We still share. I grew up blind, and idealistic. I always thought everyone had common sense, and that, like me, everyone loved life.
I thought everyone loved fresh air on a new autumn day. I thought that Christmas made everyone happy. I thought that Valentine’s Day was a day everyone was brave. I thought religion was a thing of peace. I thought war was only in history books. I thought we had grown as people, compared to our ancestors. I thought hard work got you to where you wanted to be. I was wrong. Oh I was extremely wrong.
I hate the world because everyone in it is stupid. I hate because I am invisible. I hate it because people like me go unnoticed, and uncared for. I hate it because people like me, though brave enough to speak up, live life in silence because people refuse to listen to us. I hate life, because no one seems to value it enough to share. I hate the greedy, I hate the egocentric, I hate the simple minded abusers, I hate the overly powerful, I the powerful who abuse their power, I hate men who think they are better than everyone, I hate men who think women are worth nothing, I hate women who think men are worth nothing, I hate the vain, I hate the murderers, I hate the stupid. I fucking hate everything, and everyone because no one wants to share. No one want sot love. No one wants to live in harmony. No one wants to care for others. No one wants to admit when they are wrong. No one wants to apologize.
I’ve been thinking to myself, how can people be so heartless? How can a thief steal from those who have nothing? How can a murder kill ones who have done no harm? How can a pedophile take the innocence of a child? How can the greedy be so heartless to not share. SO many questions, so few words. Simply put, why can’t be in love? Why can’t the world be the place I thought it was when I was a child? There must have been a reason I thought it was so perfect.