I’m gonna be queueing a bunch of oc doodles and stuff from like. 2020 until now before the year ends since I feel like if they’re not gonna get posted now they never will :’>
they’ve been fermenting in my drafts for way too long bc im always trying to render everything and make things perfect, so i end up never posting sketches and stuff but that very clown behavior ajsdfjgkh
1quick little something i made about Chiraji for a class final + first concept I had for chiraji, raizen, and xeon :>
Chiraji’s surprised that someone’s gently breaking their cyclic downfall
Raizen’s been wandering the skies thinking about gk
And it surprises Raizen that Chiraji asks what they wish for because they've been yearning for god knows how long
They’re honest. Their wish wasn’t made w the intention of seeking chiraji out + knowing Chiraji is the wishmaker
So Chiraji grants it bc they want to, the first conscious wish since their millennium of sleep
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rgk have always been in conflict with each other and Raizen’s scared to lose them. They wish that they could be stronger to stop the fighting. So a selfish wish for a selfless intention because once gk get their peace, they don’t need Raizen anymore. Raizen isnt part of the solution anymore. And they’re scared of being left behind... they want to help so they dont get left behind. They're scared bc maybe the reasons gk dont want to associate w them is bc they're weak. They're naive. They're quick to cry. They're clingy. They're a burden.
So if they're strong, they'll get acknowledged? They'll be accepted? N it feels selfish... n they feel like it was a mistake bc yeah they got a solution to getting gk to suffer less in primal form n sleep easy but that doesn't make gk resent them any less.
It's still the earth and the ocean, and the sky is simply a backdrop. (Maybe they should've wished to be loved.)
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They’re lonely meteor sleepy all the time because they dont want their own opinions influencing who they grant wishes for n they know the future. They’re only truly awake for 7 days every 1000 years, a fragment of themself, they let wander on earth to experience the world and grant wishes while their main body on their comet is orbiting and asleep.
They give out their wish slips, a little piece of themself, to people who they consider friends. Most of these are to other gods, since humans don’t usually live long enough for Chiraji to meet them again when they’re away :’>
It’s a way to talk to them and an affirmation that they’re not alone.
They know who gets a wish and what happens because of the wish because of their future sight. But if they intervene themself and attempt to change a predestined wish, the timeline gets rewritten, and they won’t know the future until the moment it happens
Chiraji doesnt know their own future, they dont really know anything about themself except that they were made from the happiness of making others feel validated.
They know so much about other people, what they want, how they act to get where they are and where they will be later on
But theyre just
What do they wish for?
They cant grant their own wishes (It was a rule they were born to follow, and later self-imposed because they tried to intervene in the past and it made things so much worse. There’s no safety net for what would happen if they wanted to be selfish.)
but yeah wish god is such a dangerous power
And they both hate n revere arceus bc like thats their creator, that’s their king,, they’re just a court jester,,,, n arceus is the only one who knows things abt their past present future
Chiraji is just tired, arceus take the wheel whatever happens happens, will just smile thru it
Follow the script
They’re naturally bubbly happy mysterious but they also b angsting adkjfghhjk
Chiraji feeling sad crying but in that smiley eyes, forced smile kinda way like
I thought i was supposed to make people happy, why cant i make myself happy?
adkfghjk anyway Xeon pops up and Chirajis like
A spotlight shines on them, they curtsy with a smile
