#chithoughts

[chiichannie]

i feel like, i dont belong in this world...?

i'm not skinny, due to lazyness & chronical illness. i'm not a pink-rose femme girl, i dont like dresses on me. i prefer the color black. i prefer sweatpants, black jeans and a bandshirt over any cute dress. to hide myself. i love dark makeup.

i like to be dominated, having someone to curl up to. not always be the "bigger person". i can't be the perfect femme girl everyone prefers, but i cant be a domme. am i even worthy enough to be loved?

maybe there is a place for me, but i can't find it.

[chiichannie]

one day i'll be good enough for someone to love me. to handle me and my chaos. being the chosen one, not an option.