#chittapornthoughts

[chittapornswife]

LOOK WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[chittapornswife]

fate: aight so ur only ever getting jungwoo & hyuck

me: ok??😁😁😁😁 is that a bad thing??😁 i love zaywoos & my forever golden honey voiced bb hyuck🙄🥺🥺🥺🥺

[chittapornswife]

Whenever middle aged/elderly women call me “dear” “sweetie” “darling” “honey”

[chittapornswife]

I never use pics of nct legitimately crying bc I feel like it’s not fair to them but this just- like I’m not even joking when I say that the smallest of things make me so happy & feel like crying. like this is from my now brother-in-law who’s wedding I went to last week and I’d just met him for the first time at his own wedding LOL (his wife is my first cousin, my mom’s brother’s daughter) and the fact that he got my sister and I gifts AND wrote this heartfelt letter??? I’m treasuring this forever idc😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

This was also given to my sister when she went to this prayer thing this weekend but I couldn’t go so I only saw this last night when they came back and- I love u new brother-in-law actually no. I love u my new brother🥺♥️

[chittapornswife]

so last weekend I went to Vancouver & I saw this tall, skinny asian guy with an afro (looked to be in maybe high school) with his mom on the ferry and I was like oh huh his hair rlly suits him, it’s rlly nice.

Then the next day I took the ferry back with my brother and I saw him AGAIN which was really weird because the ferry has many departures and we took the 8pm ferry which is one of the last ferries but not the last. And so I told my brother like wow small world huh and he was like yeah weird.

THEN YESTERDAY!!! I WAS AT WORK AND HE WAS THERE WITH HIS MOM LOL. SO I SAW THIS GUY THREE TIMES IN ONE WEEK AND HE SAW ME TOO BOTH TIMES ON THE FERRIES THEN YESTERDAY WORKING SO THAT MEANS WE BOTH WERE LIKE HUH HOW.

Anyways, I rlly hope this doesn’t mean anything but like for a high school boy he’s cute in that tall skinny sk8er boi type of way except since he’s in high school that means he must be younger than Jisung lolol whom I could never ever dream of even having a crush on because he’s my baby🥺 so this boy is a baby as well🥺

[chittapornswife]

off to write my last psych test at my college :’((( then i transfer to big ole uni in september :/  but i hope that ppl like this chapter because I wasn't super satisfied with it since I feel like Renjun and the reader develop some sort of acquaintance relationship too fast?? idk how to explain it but i hope this was good enough T^T

[chittapornswife]

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Hanbin posted an apology about the drug scandal and I just know that means he’s guilty. He would never have posted anything that fast if he wasn’t. Nor do I believe would he have been coerced into posting an apology if he was innocent.

I’m upset. I’m ashamed. I really am against the need to turn to illegal harmful drugs to help your mental health. I almost wanted to go down that path once too but I’m upset that if he was feeling down then there should be better more open psychiatric clinics in Korea that could help him. And if there is, why wouldn’t he go? Why couldn’t he go? I’m just upset that I’ve loved him since 2014 and I know there are people who supported him even before that. But the fact that he would risk his dream and give up on it. That’s not the hanbin I’ve been following since win. Not the hanbin I’ve been watching perform his heart out, cry his heart out.

And the fact that these messages were supposedly a year after his debut. I’m just. Yeah. I don’t know. I’m waiting on the proper evidence and truth and just waiting to see if he’ll take proper actions. But I’m let down and I know I don’t mean much to him but he meant the world to me.

[chittapornswife]

Just woke up and I’m seeing ten stans talk shit about taeyong always being the center in mv’s and how ten finally gets the chance? Like wtf y’all? What is wrong with y’all?

Does no one remember the 7th sense? Where everyone was the center and ALSO let’s not forget how Taeyong is the leader. So why don’t we talk about how Kun was not the center in Regular because that would be more relevant since he is the leader.

I’m disgusted at people who call themselves nctzens when they don’t love and appreciate all the boys the same.

You have no right to like a group if you’ll bash their members because you know what? They’re all like brothers and you bringing one down will bring the others down too.

I’m more than happy Ten was the center in Regular but that doesn’t mean I’m bringing down Taeyong because these are both different things. Taeyong has worked hard to be a better dancer and rapper and to come to where he is now. So has Ten, meaning they both deserve all of the good things they’re getting now and the positive attention.

And if you don’t see that? Don’t support em. We don’t need toxic ppl in this fandom and I don’t even care if nct loses a lot of fans because we don’t need nasty ppl. Like seriously what the hell.