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Not a great day. Having trouble keeping my energy stable. When I have a ‘good day’ I overdo it because I just get so excited that I actually can do things. How am I meant to manage this. How am I meant to know when to stop on the good days so I don’t plummet. I just feel like I’m letting everyone around me down.
Me and my problems.
Saw the GP today, changing meds and referred to psychiatrist which is nearby so that’s good. Got up got dressed, went out in public, went to a coffee shop, walked in stead of driving. Patting myself on the back and having a rest before I attempt my uni work.
So the weekend wasn't good.
It appears I am not handling things well at all, indeed. Saw the psychiatrist today and there’s talk of changing my meds and seeing a psychiatrist. Don’t know how I feel about this. Seeing a psychiatrist makes me think I’m on a whole nuther level of crazy which I can’t come to terms with right now.
How do I handle this. With humour of course. Let’s go find a bunch of funny things to distract myself from the horror that is my mind.
Hey First Post Yay!
It is the beginning of another journey. I look to my Omi for reassurance of how I want to be; strong, caring, brave, understanding, and ever so cheeky.
