#choicesssss

[hangsabove]

Or I could work on comics...

[misfortuneblessed]

very very very very tempted to make a rocker!AU for Yato 👀

Been listening to this song on repeat.

Also going along with this, I have as a wallscroll.

[ferrethyun]

hm kinktober or flufftober

[dy3m]

my friend did a tarot reading for me and i really want to talk about it because i’m kind of freaking out right now and writing always helps

situation: four of cups

being self-absorbed

feeling apathetic

going within

wishful thinking

worrying too much about the the future

friend’s interpretation:

you have escapist tendencies because you are dissatisfied with your life as of the moment, you are withdrawing yourself emotionally and taking your time to think things over 

my thoughts:

yes, i do have a lot of escapist tendencies. in fact, i am trying to escape my own situation right now. things are not going well financially, i’m feeling more and more insecure with myself, a guy i like may not like me and i’m just probably assuming a lot of things between us, etc. all i want to do is to just be gone. i’m too scared to face these problems. i’d always say that “whatever happens, happens. i’d still be alive so whatever” but really all i’m thinking are all the negative what if’s. i am really scared to be honest.

challenge: three of swords

feeling heartbreak

feeling lonely

experiencing betrayal

an element of sorrow

experiencing pain instead of denying it

friend’s interpretation:

you might be expecting a huge loss, and you must brace yourself if you ever face this tragedy. growth demands pain to be experienced and pain demands to be felt

my thoughts:

this really got to me because of the current situation i’m in right now. i read about how it translates within the aspects of love and finances and i just got more heartbroken. but i kind of expected it though. “You may find that someone you thought cared about you is not as loving as you had supposed.” lol i have nothing else to say. it could be true. i won’t be surprised if that will be the result of my unnecessary wishful thinking. on the other hand, three of swords can also mean disappointing news when it comes to money. well what can i do right??? i mean i guess this time i finally reached my quota.

advice: two of cups

making a connection

calling a truce

acknowledging an attraction

things are likely to be going well

union of any two entities

friend’s interpretation:

you must reconcile yourself with your emotions. exercising compassion will liberate you from your indifference

my thoughts:

apparently this card represents the spiritual realm? like it’s the message from your spirit whatsoever i’m not really sure how it works so i don’t know if i’ll be interpreting this correctly. anyway this card is too good to be true. it says that i am liked in the workplace, if i’m looking for a job i’d probably find one easily, love is headed my way (so does this balance my three of swords out?) and in relation to finance, it indicates balance and fairness. so, am i gonna be okay? it’s so hard to be optimistic for anything right now. :c

most likely outcome: eight of wands

taking quick action

coming to a conclusion

receiving news 

friend’s intepretation:

things will fall into place quickly. be wary as this intense energy can be misdirected, and it's better to use it accordingly. issues shall be resolved soon or you might expect a message from someone

my thoughts:

ok so “The Eight of Wands contains a high level of energy and movement that propels you forward to reach your goals at a much faster pace than ever before. You can expect to be very busy but this is one of those ‘good busy’ periods where you are enthusiastic and energetic about the progress you are making.” i’m really liking this card because i’m that kind of person who doesn’t mind getting sick because of work as long as there is work to do. so this card could be pertaining about my current project which is abt to be completed rly soon. i’m excited bc this project introduced me to a lot of opportunities that i never even thought of having?? um. anyway this card also indicates that i must be patient. relating it with the three of swords i guess i must rly be patient. things might not go according to my plans but that shouldn’t stop me. ugh. this sucks really. but i guess i’ll just do whatever i can in order to achieve my goals right. zzz i don’t know. it’ll be ok i guess. i just have to plan things out again.

[rishnea]

Trying to pick a name for my DH

When the time comes to roll that sexay demon hunter I still can’t decide on a name to even start with! D:

So far I have:

Essandris

Le’Llora

Elyenia (el-ehn-ee-ah ?)

Ilyrae (ill-ray)

[quicksiluers]

got internship and work again today, whyyy world why

[ripdragonbeans]

So. If I qualify at the BCFL tournament I get to compete (I think it's this one) at the championships in Florida. But it's the same time I'm supposed to see Newsies in Houston... Newsies, a show I've been wanting to see ever since it went on tour (b/c I can't afford Broadway tickets) or the possibility of competing in Florida?

[brazenfaced]

I'm so fucking hungry should I eat or nah