#chowow

[mechowow]

Quick someone give Chowow another boyfriend like. immediately so i dont have to change his ref much beyond altering colors pls pls pls pls 

[mechowow]

(blasts you with chowow thoughts)

(goes to bed)

[mechowow]

for anon’s viewing pleasure. he aged like fine wine. 

[mechowow]

I really need to stop posting art at 3am :/

Little Dog Syndrome incarnate...

[mechowow]

chowow

[mechowow]

6 for Riptid

6. secret

Is it manipulative to keep secrets from your kismesis? The thought crosses your mind briefly, passing as quickly as the streetlights. Speeding through the backroads to said kismesis’ hive.

Are secrets really that bad? He was having another episode. An episode he’d rather die than want you to know existed. Bruuno only texted you when he knew Chow would be spiraling. The fish had his own life, Chow was your mess to handle. He’s the one that opens the door, looking exhausted. He passes the torch to you without a word, slipping by to escape.

Is there such a thing as a good secret? You’re holding Chow in your arms- the arms he gave you- preventing him from hurting himself. The look in his eyes tells you this isn’t your kismesis you’re dealing with. He doesn’t even know you’re there. He mutters words, things that sound morbid. Bruuno said it was scripture once. It sounded more like curses.

You don’t like keeping secrets. Tomorrow, Chowow will wake up in your arms, not remembering a thing. He will continue on, teasing you, while you remain exhausted from the struggle of keeping him safe. Tomorrow, you’ll go to your first job, and have to pretend you’re oblivious to your friend’s feelings towards you, to keep her from being hurt, despite the discomfort it gives you. Tomorrow, you’ll go to your second job, you’ll move equipment around, and you’ll stay behind after the concert. You’ll lie, say you stayed late with coworkers. You’ll keep your flush feelings a secret, like you keep your sexuality, like you keep your memories, like you keep your emotions.

[mechowow]

he has such pretty eyes.........

[mechowow]

i think Chow’s my most fun muse because he like. dedicates SO much of his time and energy to being incredibly tough and manly. But he’s also a horrible sassy stereotype at times. But he’s also violent?? Like incredibly violent. His matespritship has lasted this long because his mate physically cannot be hurt by him. He is literally SO FUCKING ENTITLED and its all FAKE. his confidence is entirely false and overblown to seem real. He doesnt legally fucking exist and he just. constantly forgets to do anything about it. he is so fucking mean and also so sensitive all the time but if you see him cry he’ll bite your head off. he has enough rage inside him to power an entire armada of fleet ships. and to top it all off, he’s fucking 5′2.