Aug 24, 2018
First - Lauren Daigle
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First - Lauren Daigle
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believe in what you pray for
Knowing nothing about my life. Or life in general. Being confused. Want to just get away from here. Far far away. Just want to escape. Seing no way out of.. of whatever I am so afraid of. So hurt of. Being hurt of literally every little thing. Feeling like a mess. Knowing nothing and nobody and still having so many thoughts about everything and everybody. I can't focuse. Not on thoughts or anything else. Being so troubled. Don't want to go on. Don't want to sleep cause the next day shouldn't come but want to sleep to have this deep darkness. Wanting to be alone but still searching for the one to pick all the pieces up and fix it. Hating. So many feelings. So insecure and unsure.
That's the evening. The evening when I realized You.
I know You. You are my life and life in general. So I know everything about my life and life in general. I find rest in You, so confusion has to leave. I want to be where You are and I know You are here. So I'll stay here, cause You also do. You are the way. I see You. I really see You. You are here. You are the doctor. I feel Your healing. You made me a princess. Out of messed up ashes. I focuse on You. Troubled but not distressed. You go on and I'll follow You. I'll rest in perfect peace. I will both lay me down in peace and sleep, for Thou, Lord, only makest me dwell in safety. You picked all the pieces and You are rebuilding. Right now. You never stopped and You'll never do. You are love. You live in me. So love will reign and hatred has to leave.
I can't handle all this. And that's exactly the point: I don't have to. For at this evening I realized: You really are enough for me. I love You. You are my everything. My safe retreat. My hiding place. My refuge. My center. You're the only thing that I have ever been sure of.
Thank You, father. God? You've always had control and I've already given it fully to You since a while.
You are more than enough for me.
You are so good to me… 💛
There is BRAND NEW in everyday !
There is ROOM for
Bigger vision Bigger blessings Bigger Strength Bigger Boldness Bigger forgiveness Bigger hope Bigger faith Bigger surrender