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[monochromayhem]

William Hornby brought it up on TikTok but I’ll reinterate it here:

If it’s happening when you’re alone, you aren’t faking it for attention. And no, you can’t fake it for your own attention, that isn’t a thing.

[monochromayhem]

One thing I had fun with in my online voiceover troupe was playing Gartic Phone on Discord.

(Yes they know we’re plural, they’ve been the kindest group despite being one of the eldest there)

Anyway we were doing prompts related to group members like “X contemplating the universe” and I decided to test the waters so I wrote

“monochroMayhem exposed online for something terrible”

Now, our server has had bad actors that had to be let go and replaced, namely a major Sonic VA who had a document leaked on him regarding his emotional, financial, and… other types of coercion. I won’t name him because when confronted not only does he throw a fucking tantrum about it but he sends his bootlicking flying monkeys after his critics.

But that’s a story for another day, that’s not what this post is about.

After posting my prompt on Gartic Phone, the best that my friends could come up with was me saying “Officer I kicked the child in self defense”.

I lost my shit laughing I have the best VA friends :3

[monochromayhem]

Considering drawing myself as my BPD Night Terror Incarnation. I need to be honest about how fucked up i am sometimes and I need to let myself be angry.

(I’m in a pretty decent mood but the anger is something I’m not ever allowed to feel as it’s dibilitating. This isn’t a call for help post, just a status update of thinking aloud.)

—Chrome