secrecy.
@srjaesung; asleep, shared dream.
dark eyes flicker open to be met with the soft, rust colored glow of a dying sun. she knows its a dying sun because after the first time she dreamed this dream, she went on a search through google. a large, massive red star hangs crimson in the sky, bathing everything around her in what seems to be an eerie pinkish glow. the sun is haunting, the color of dried blood, somehow fitting the empty, arid landscape. she's started to wonder if these dreams, these settings, are windows into another world. some distant planet, inhabitants driven out by plague or famine or war, the apocalypse of a solar flare come too close to the surface, who knows. she wants to unravel its mysteries, wants to know the stories whispering unspoken in the quiet howl of the wind whipping through crumbling marble structures.
she dreams herself out of pajamas and into the most perfectly fitting jeans she can imagine, a plain white tshirt to match, and her personal real life black doc martens, her trustiest companions in this world or any other. prepared for searching through the emptied city, she pushes up to her feet, dusting herself off, red clay colored dirt falling from her jeans as she does. the silence is suddenly interrupted, however, by an odd shift in the world around her, the strangest feeling of change and adjustment, as if the fabric of the world around her has moved and twisted and shifted.
the source of this becomes clear nearly immediately, a familiar boy blinking himself awake, curled on his side against the pavement in front of her in only his boxers, tan skin almost glowig beneath the odd pallor of the light. she drops to squat beside him, one hand on her knee, the other moving to press a finger into his side. "wake up sleepy head." she instructs, a fond smile on her lips as he complies, groaning quietly. "i guess you can't escape me even in your dreams, huh jae?" its a quiet tease, a silly laugh, but there's a twist in her chest, her sense of peace and calm slowly abating.
it used to be she never felt safer, stronger, better than when she was with jaesung, tugging at his sloppily tied uniform tie or dragging him off into the forest with her, using him to fight her battles or fending off wide-eyed underclassmen that tried to confess - because he was hers, just like kiyong was, and, honestly, perhaps even a little bit more.
or at least, he had been. but she'd ruined that too, hadn't she? and the thought of it even now twists in her stomach, even as she stands upright, offers him a hand. "you gonna dream yourself some pants?"













