cn u do chubby ty feeling insecure because he thinks Josh's body is so much prettier than his bbut josh explains how nice n beautiful he is and praises his baby
it’s after they make love, tyler lying on his back with josh drooling on his shoulder.
he gets that electric feeling shooting through his bones, making the marrow quake and his joints ache.
he’s sad because of how he looks, but it’s not the first time. and it won’t be the last.
“whatcha thinking about?” josh mumbles, obviously finally recuperating from the brain-melting orgasm tyler just gave him.
tyler hums and shifts, getting in a good position to plant a safe kiss to josh’s forehead. “about you.”
“what about me?” josh asks cheekily, and tyler isn’t dumb - he knows the way josh pushes his soft, wet cock up against the outside of his thigh is purposeful.
“just how pretty you are.” he pauses, because he knows josh doesn’t want to hear what comes next. but he winds up saying it anyway. “much prettier than me.”
“ty,” josh starts, exasperated, but tyler cuts him off.
“it’s true, josh. look at you - you were sculpted out of the hands of god himself. you’re fucking beautiful.”
“and you’re not?”
no, tyler thinks. but what he says, turning his face away from josh’s, is, “look at me.”
“i’m looking.” josh picks himself up. “i’m looking real hard.” he throws a leg over tyler’s waist. “i like what i see.” he sits on tyler’s thighs and runs his hands down tyler’s sides in a way that makes tyler feel like a ghost. “i really like it. you’re beautiful. you’re my baby.”
“even these?” tyler traces one of his own stretch marks, white and jagged, racing across his round hip.
“especially those. tiger stripes. beautiful.” josh puts his hand over tyler’s and squeezes. the stretch mark beneath tyler’s fingers is smoother than the rest of him, like the skin just had enough. gave up.
“i love you, josh.” tyler can’t feel himself anymore, takes his hand out from under josh’s so now josh’s fingers are cupped directly over the marks there.
“i love you, tyler.” josh dips to kiss him and tyler lets him, hands light on josh’s slim sides. josh breaks away and tugs tyler’s bottom lip between his teeth as he does. “i’m gonna make you see it, ty. how handsome you are. if it’s the last thing i do.”











