#ciely talks

[ciel-candour]

im sorry to ppl that have me on other social medias i keep posting that same sketch eveywhere looool

[ciel-candour]

//when you genuinely love/care about ppl but they keep ruining your daily plans :’)

[ciel-candour]

@anon from the other night//

whoever u are <3

also feel free to talk to me whenever

im open to new friends ahaha

[ciel-candour]

idk i just feel so shitty again???

i cant finish anything be it a utau cover or drawing

and the fact that whatever i finish basically amounts to nothing doesnt help either...

theres no point in any of them ahahah

if i cant even do such thing how in the world am i going to make games??? lol im just getting aheadof myself like fuck i should learn my place

since i was young im basically trash and theres no reason for that to change

no one in this house gives a shit to what i say, i always do my best to listen to everyone but i guess im just unimportant, boring and replaceable

sigh im having this thoughts again

im naturally weak and sickly , not too mention clumsy so im pretty  sure i wont live for a long time too

im ugly as helll

no one will like me enough to ever love me

im nothing.  unimportant

yet i still have to be alive

//this turned out unorganized, im sorry to anyone who reads this, i hope i dint ruin your mood......

[ciel-candour]

///just incase anyone needs me im currently levelling(selling my soul) in disgaea d2 so you might not hear from me for ...a while///

[ciel-candour]

hymeji-jemy replied to your post “might stream while drawing my oc MIGHT il only open if anyone shows...”

same here, but really diff, It's like even I have my mother, I'm feeling lonely lol.

*pats* blasting music at high volumes  while drawing will hopefully help us get by ahahaha orz

[ciel-candour]

hokannko replied to your post “A question..”

I don't think you'll need to do that? Maybe you could just tag it with triggers. Or put the bloody stuff under a read more. Idk

Oh and btw cONGRATS ON YOUR TABLET

yeahh il just put all the triggers i can think of that fits lol (il just put in a read more if i do make a “safe ver” orz), THANKSS, all the pain of saving money is worth it <3 im available for collabs now wink wink

hymeji-jemy answered your question

“A question..”

Well it's better than never

true,cant say it better myself

[ciel-candour]

1, 2, 5, and 6 (for that artist ask thing huehue)

OvO/

1)Do you prefer traditional drawing, or digital?

- Digital all the way~~ buying papers and pencils gets tiring orz (and i cant color traditionally ahaha orz)

2)How long have you been drawing?

- five years! tho i only took it seriously starting late 2013~

5)What’s your favorite thing to draw?

-wow its hard to choose but il go with hair~~ (tho i think thats rlly obvious since i put most effort there lol).Skirts and flowy clothings come close~

6)What’s your least favorite thing to draw?

-foot and hands kill me inside