#ciircuit rambles

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They made a new drug. Yeah dude you’ve gotta try it out. It’s called a fresh spring breeze carrying petrichor and birdsong and it’ll make you feel like a real human being again

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I just realized

It’s been about two and a half years since Lost July, putting the start of Stargaze somewhere in December or January. The fleet of Earth ships is arriving in a bit over six months. Stargaze’s climax is going to happen on July 21st again

Congratulations to Vash the Stampede on having four legendarily fucking awful birthdays in a row

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Y’all it’s not Meryl who hits Wolfwood with the car in Stargaze

It’s Milly

Nobody here can fucking drive </3

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Made a more detailed Punisher for my MiniWoo! Next step is to sew some wrappings so A) he can carry it around and B) I won’t have to worry as much about the paint getting scratched

(@ruporas since you like seeing how your little guys are doing)

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Ok so like what was the point of not letting Vash kill Legato just to have Knives cut the blue twink down immediately. Can we not let Vash do anything morally complicated and have to live with the consequences? No agency for our main character ever

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I love Vash the Stampede. He's a pacifist. He's a hypercompetent gunman. He's a Christ figure. He's a sillie little guy. He wears hipster glasses and a gay earring. He's perpetually in mourning. He's a manmade horror beyond human comprehension, somewhere between a nuclear reactor and a biblically accurate angel. He's pathetic. He likes doughnuts. If you squint at the lore, he's transgender. There's a cute cat that follows him around. He falls in love with a man. The tall-tale-sounding legends about him are true, and he's miserable about it. No, I meant it about that manmade horror thing, he can vaporize cities like it's nothing. There's a scene where he obliviously dances his way into a hostage situation. He wears a trench coat in the desert heat. He has an evil twin. He's emotionally perceptive but horrible at communicating. If conflict is a trolley problem, he solves it by chucking himself onto the tracks, and he's riddled with scars from it. He's a century and a half old and is destined to watch those he loves wither and die around him or fall to darkness. He loves everyone anyway, fiercely, recklessly, though usually from arm's length. When he does truly let someone in, love changes him in ways that will haunt me for years. He's painfully human

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Grub I found in the soil

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Vashwood makes me insane it's like

*Turns to face you, clearly drunk*

Hey sooo what if you were the sacrificial lamb and I was the trembling hand that carried you to the altar. What if we were monsters with warped bodies and hands dripping red, and what if we were little boys who grew up too fast. What if we made unfathomable sacrifices for each other's values in the end, ones neither of us would've asked the other to make by then. What if I could never say it, but all the armor in the world wouldn't make me feel safer than standing back to back with you. What if I never got to tell you, and you never got to tell me, and you carried the memory of me with you through the desert for the rest of your long life.

Anyway, we should leave before the bartender realizes we're broke lmao