#cillian.txt

[robbiefischer]

No seriously but why does my dog insist on bringing mouthfuls of food onto the couch so she can then drop kibble on it and eat it off the velvet?

[robbiefischer]

My neighbor decorated their giant skeleton for Christmas and I'm utterly delighted.

[robbiefischer]

el? are you... you're back??

Maaaaaybe (yes - sort of). Not sure how it'll work out and I know it's been ages, but I missed the writing inspiration/prompts and community and was feeling a bit nostalgic, I guess, so... here I am. How've you been?

[robbiefischer]

i promise i am getting to your lovely asks and working on a couple of fic requests, y'all! i'm so sorry, i know they've been sitting for a while which i did not intend at all but life has felt weirdly overwhelming lately. i think i am back on track though 🖤 i really appreciate your patience with me and hope things are good with y'all.

[robbiefischer]

this is incredibly dumb but i'm still exhausted from hosting thanksgiving like... dear body can you please get it tf together? it's been almost a week.

[robbiefischer]

not a prompt but just wanted to say tysm for shutting down that covid ask earlier. that’s been the kind of sickfic/whump i’ve been dreading since 2020 (actually could not read, write, or even imagine sick characters for at least the first two years of the pandemic, which was kinda sad when i wanted comfort stuff) and it’s so nice to know other people have that hard line too! so thank you for being so clear & firm about it

Oh anon, I'm so sorry. It's so awful when your comfort thing is suddenly a source of anxiety for you, especially because of something you can't control. I get that, and I really hope you're able to find some joy and comfort in it again.

I promise, there will never be anything c//ovid on my blog. It does not exist in my OC 'verse and that will not change. I will not write fic about it. I will not reblog it. I will not like it. Frankly, if I come across it being written, that's an auto-block from me - I know I can't control what other people do, but I don't want to see it. I do not think it is okay to use it for whump in any way, shape or form and I will die on this hill.

[robbiefischer]

omg hi i just found out you’re back today and !!!! the shriek i let out!! not to be dramatic but i mourned your blog for a long long time because your writing was such a comfort read for me. just peak gentle comfort! i’m usually a lurker around these parts but i wanted to let you know that you and your lovely ocs were sorely missed and i’m so glad you’re here again! <3

❤️❤️❤️ If you only had any idea how happy you made my heart this morning! I really missed being here.

I'm sorry for disappearing the way I did. While I really did need to get away for my mental health for a bit and work on myself and my life, it was not even close to the right way to handle it and I hate that I pulled away something comforting from you or anyone else or let anyone down. While I haven't managed to recover much of my old writing yet (it's trapped on an old Macbook that desperately needs updates but is fighting me on them), I'm hopeful I'll be able to get at least some of it back soon and am really looking forward to writing some new stuff for them (and would love to write you a little something if you'd ever like)!

It's really nice to be back. And I hope you're having a lovely day!

[robbiefischer]

it's snowing here (it's been ages since i've lived someplace with snow) and i'm absolutely, utterly delighted by it all. we might get up to a foot and it's just so gorgeous, i'd... i'd forgotten how much i love winter and snow and the beautiful, cozy stillness that comes with a freshly fallen blanket of soft, white flakes.

(also hi, sorry i've been absent, these last couple of weeks have been super hectic but i hope y'all had a wonderful holiday and i will have OC answers for some of you very soon!)