Thank you for all the love and support ;v; I'm really okay now. I feel guilty for not answering the phone. But I can't have a repeat of last night. I'm not calm enough to handle that without bursting into tears. This is the only place where I can be safe and say what I feel. But I'm still scared to share my feelings. I've held it in for so many years, through the worst times... I feel bad for even posting these. Sorry for being a pain.










