About that Carnival cruise
The whole Club 02 thing which I looked forward too since i was in Circle C four years ago was just awful. Charles can vouch for me. The director looked like she didn't enjoy the job and the teens... were just kids wanting to be 21. I'm a nervous wreck when it comes to dancing so i couldn't properly ask a girl to grind on me. it's a stigma for me. Also most the dudes became assholes by the 3rd day, trying to impress girls for fellatio or sex. fucking hate it
What saved me from pretty much locking myself inside my cabin was family. My other friend who came with me, went on his search for poon while his sister, Charles, and I hung out with my cousins. They're great people and i feel terrible not hanging out with them more in the past. I keep saying Charles was a bad wingman for not getting me any girls but to be honest i know i don't have the guts or swagger to commence in an 1 night stand (it's a dream though). I didn't even bother to ask for anyone's number or Facebook. I hate those kids that much. I only added one girl and was because she asked for my Facebook to get a picture from me :\ (she's from the Bronx, i'm from Brooklyn, she gets the slide.?
Lesson. Value your family and (true) friends. They'll be there. And that's all the fun, weed, and pussy I need. I'll be 21 by the next family cruise so i could just drink the night away and watch people attempt to dance :)