#circusmutt yaps

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I’m gonna be ALONE for the whole entire month of august bc the boyfriend will be off doing his yearly bikepacking thing. Do y’all think I should do a gaining challenge and try and see just how much I can gain in a month? I think I should do that.. I am actually thinking of buying a mass gainer powder and doing like nightly gainer shakes or something. It drives me crazy thinking about trying to be stuffed everyday for a month and then topping it all off with a 1500kcal shake before going to bed.

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Currently obsessed with the idea of gaining weight fast enough for people to start commenting on it. Like I gained almost 90lbs over 6 years and no one ever really commented on it. I want to gain 90lbs so fast people in my life start commenting on it. I want my friends who know I’m into this asking if I should slow down maybe. I want my family commenting on how I should maybe start exercising and maybe put down the fork sometimes. I want to be huge fast enough for it to be worrying!!!! And I want to brush off everyone’s worries with “ohh I don’t think I’ve gained that much” “I guess I haven’t been very active lately..” “It’s alright I like myself this way” and then continue getting fatter and fatter.

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I don’t post my padding stuff but my boyfriend got an ezcooldownvest for fursuiting and then casually vent ”oh i think you’d like it for padding?” And i KNOW it’s hot as hell rn but i’m so tempted to try it like. Rn. I need to.

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Just counted the calories for a cheesy croissant ”snack” i like making myself like wayyy too often. It has 1400 calories. It takes me only a few minutes to eat every single time and i’m always hungry again in like an hour. I love it

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Hii it’s been a while!!

I’m 2 months post op as of last week!! My recovery went incredibly well and i’m very happy with how my chest looks:3 i will post pics one day lol

on other news i am actively gaining again! Didn’t mean to start already but on the first of may i weighed 227lbs and now a month later i’m at 235lbs so.. i think i have to try to grasp the momentum. I’m currently sort of aiming to hit 250lbs by the end of august.

I’ll go into detail about it some other time but I’m currently planning on doing my absolute all to at least gain back all the weight i lost last year. So at least back up to 275lbs but if i manage to hit 250 before the end of summer i really dont think it would be impossible to get up to 300. Money might end up being an issue BUT i did just apply for a job I’d absolutely adore, i’m very much qualified for it and the pay is pretty good. Also it’s like.. practically an office job too so i’d get to be sooo sedentary.

Anyway! I’m back, fatter than i was a while ago and very committed to getting huge.

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Hiii i’m alive and a week post op! Top surgery recovery has been quite easy on me luckily and i am absolutely taking the opportunity to just be sedentary and eat so much and all the time! I’m not like actually trying to gain weight yet i’m just,, trying to heal x3

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Top surgery in.. literally 26 hours. Guys. Guys. What. The. Fuck.

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Hi y’all i haven’t been posting a lot lately and haven’t been actively gaining even though I had grand plans for that.. but it’s for a good reason. I’m having top surgery in a MONTH! 30 days! Once i’m healed from that it’ll be hedonism and gluttony all the way. :3