May 23, 2024
so embarrassing to be drawing an OC and forget to add some part of their design...like yeah i made this guy...hand picked everything about them....yeah i forgot to add the things i like about them....
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so embarrassing to be drawing an OC and forget to add some part of their design...like yeah i made this guy...hand picked everything about them....yeah i forgot to add the things i like about them....
also i don't think we talk about this enough, i always remember this episode wrong and think the arcade was magic in some way or something but no garnet was just such a FUCKING GAMER she ignored the cries of help from her family outside so she could get a new high score what a queen
appreciation post for hollyhock bojack horseman's 8 dads and their gay polycule that shit was awesome
i had a dream last night, and normally all my dreams are lame as hell or i dont remember them at all, BUT this one was so good i want to remember it, SO it started off i was like reincarnated sorta but i was the same i just had long hair again and was stupid, but the main part was that when i was reborn i come back with a lil magical pet and the pet was one of those big car sponges but a salamander or lizard or something and it looked like this
but then there was a mess of some kind behind our stairs where we couldn't clean it and we asked him to clean it for us (he can't talk he just went like "blub blub")
he had a great time time doing it, he was happy about it like he just ate a big meal or something, but then he was all gross so i put him in a bucket and then i rinsed him in the sink and left to go do more boring things while he dried out in the light of the window
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i am once again calling everyone who thinks deep sea fish are scary PUSSIES. those fish are COOL AND FASCINATING and im tired of every youtuber on the planet talking about them like "and this next creature is straight out of a nightmare" and then showing like a cute anglerfish or something. you think the gulper eel is horrifying? try being visibly gay in a red state asshole!!!!!!
The best part about rewatching steven universe is getting to the uncle grandpa crossover after totally forgetting both that that show existed and that SU ever did a crossover it's truly the funniest episode
being a butch with a lil baby face is so painful, i will be chatting with a girl like "heey look at me im so charming and cool right now, like we got something going here" and then we'll talk for a second longer and she'll say "oh so how old are you? you look 16" and then my whole world crumbles and my confidence falls apart
Sometimes I'll be drawing and think like..why am I doing this? You know? Beyond the fact that I have just been doing it my whole life. I came to the conclusion I really don't want to do this for a job sometime last year, and that's kinda what everyone expects from you when you're good at something. I feel like I should have some bigger ideas, a goal or something I should work towards with my work, like a web comic or selling something or whatever. But I really just don't want to do any of that. I tried making a web comic and I haven't updated that for months just cuz I don't want to draw the same things over and over. Maybe I'll get back to it and update it sometime but right now I just wanna draw whatever I feel like that day.
It's a weird feeling because I really did grow up thinking this was MY THING the thing I would be doing for work, for fun, to express myself, And a lot of the people in my life also told me it was something I should get payed to do. Something that i need to keep trying to get better and better at. That I should DO THIS with my work and THAT with my work. It's a strange but also relieving feeling to finally let go of the idea i have to have some goal or big plan with my artwork. That it can just be something I do for me. And that I don't have to do anything with it besides enjoy it if I'd like.
All that to say I am just grateful for my little following here on Tumblr, because I really deeply do just post my art for fun, and in the hopes that my silly drawings can inspire somebody else or make a stranger smile! Every time I get sweet tags or a nice asks from somebody it really means a lot to me