woa, 9w8 is actually kinda crazy. if this really is your type, you seek internal and external peace more than anything, even to the point of ignoring/numbing your emotions. (8 wing indicates via repetitive distractions, because 8s are very assertive.) you fear loss. 9w8s are weird because 9 is the peacemaker, but 8 is the challenger. 9w8s have a lot of internal conflict because they need to balance passiveness vs aggressiveness. if you don't relate to this i would recommend looking at other similar typings (9w1, 8w9, 8w7 even) to see if anything fits better. 9s tend to be mistyped as other things so this is actually really interesting to me.