i wANT EVERYTHING FOR THEM I WANT AWKWARD CUTE TENTATIVE DATES AND MEETING THE FAMILY AND STUPID FIGHTS AND SERIOUS FIGHTS AND DOMESTIC LITTLE MOMENTS AND CUTE LITTLE KISSES AS THEY RUSH OFF TO WORK AND LONG DRAWN OUT KISSES THAT FEEL LIKE TOO MUCH AND THEIR FIRST I LOVE YOUS AND HOLDING HANDS AND SNUGGLING ASLEEP AND WAKING UP TO EACH OTHER WITH MORNING BREATHE AND GROSS MOUTHS BUT STILL PRESSING AGAINST EACH OTHERS SMILES AND OHYMGODDSA
I WANT ‘ALWAYS’ AND ‘WELL AT LEAST YOU HAVE ME’ AND CUTE GRINS TO EACH OTHER AND SECRETS THEY BOTH KEEP HIDDEN TO EACH OTHER AND CECIL STEALING THE BLANKETS AND CARLOS RETALIATING WITH HIS COLD FEET ON CECIL’S LEGS AND BIG ARGUMENTS ABOUT CEREAL BRANDS WHERE BOTH OF THEM GIVE UP AND APOLOGIZE AND MAKE SURE THE OTHER IS OKAY. I WANT HUGE ARGUMENTS WHERE THEY TALK IT OUT AFTER THEY THINK IT OVER TO THEMSELVES AND I WANT TEARS AND NOT BEING ABLE TO LOOK EACH OTHER IN THE EYE AS THEY CONFESS BUT I WANT THEM TO HOLD HANDS BECAUSE /THEY’RE THERE FOR EACH OTHER ALWAYS/. I WANT PASSIONATE MAKEUP SEX I WANT THEM TO CARE SO MUCH ABOUT THE OTHER AND BE SO WORRIED THAT THEY KINDA START CRYING SO ALL THEY’RE DOING IS CRYING AND HOLDING EACH OTHER UP. I WANT LAZY SUNDAYS WHERE THEY DON’T GET UP UNTIL 1 PM AND CARLOS MAKES PANCAKES AND CECIL MAKES THE COFFEE AND THEY EAT ON THE FLOOR WATCHING SOME SHOW. I WANT THEM TO FILL OUT ALL THE PAPERWORK FOR THEIR ENGAGEMENT I WANT THEIR MARRIAGE AND ADOPTION PAPERS FILED. I WANT THEM TO SMILE AND KNOW EACH OTHER’S PATTERNS SO WELL THAT BEFORE CECIL HAS A BREAKDOWN CARLOS GIVES HIM A CALL AND BEFORE CARLOS GIVES UP ON SCIENCE CECIL CALLS HIM UP TO TALK ABOUT WHAT’S REALLY WRONG AND GIVE TENTATIVE ADVICE (it’s not like he hasn’t picked up anything about science, after all). I WANT THEM TO SMILE AND BE HAPPY AND BE SCARED AND BE MAD AND I WANT THEM MOST OF ALL TO BE HONEST WITH EACH OTHER; I WANT THEM TO NOT HIDE FROM EACH OTHER AS THEY ARE WONT TO DO. I WANT THEM TO BE BRAVE FOR EACH OTHER.
BUT MOSTLY I JUST WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER.