Newps packed, bowl packed, bout to throw a shot back My chest hurts feels like I'm having a fucking heart attack Is this what love is? Is this what I'm dealin'? Thought the darkness circumvallating my heart would stop me from these feelings. But here I am, back again, nigga right back at it Can't stay away from this love shit, cuz a nigga might be an addict Distressed, life's a mess, looking to God for SOS But he ain't real, and ever since I lost my mom I've been stressed Blessed? Ha! Well what the fuck is that? When you've been at the bottom for so long you feel like a fucking rat When you haven't slept in so long and you've become insomniac Shit all I'm trying to do is keep my mind intact... #poems #verses #lyricist #wordsmith #clarencemitch #trappedinmymind https://www.instagram.com/p/Brx4wfJletc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cziza5dbyz0l