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canned air is three dollars. DO YOU KNOW HOW EXCITING THIS IS? I THOUGHT IT WAS TEN DOLLARS. THAT IS SEVEN WHOLE DOLLARS THAT WILL PROBABLY BE SPENT ON COFFEE AND LIKE TWO APPLES SINCE I STILL HAVEN'T GONE GROCERY SHOPPING. I'VE BEEN HERE THREE WEEKS AND ALL I'VE EATEN IS CASHEWS AND CHEERIOS AND RANDOM THINGS MY FRIEND MADE ME. the other day i found a little microwaveable soup and it was the most exciting moment of my life. the past three days i've been subsiding on like 400 calories until 9 o'clock when i go out and like lucia made me a pizza the other day and holy god i died. because this is not an eating disorder post where i'm like OMG NOT EATING IS THE BEST AND I LOVE IT. first of all, i have never been anorexic so i fucking hate not eating. i have done enough research to know the importance eating has in losing weight. i know this is really, really bad for me and i fucking hate it. hunger is the worst shittiest feeling in the world. SO IS NO MONEY. SO IS DREAMS WHEN YOU GET RESPONSES TO JOB APPLICATIONS AND YOU WAKE UP AND EVERYTHING IS LIES.
oh my god i have so much energy this is so weird