#clean start

[stormndogs]

Lucca is taking a break from the show ring. The biggest reason is we’re not having fun with it. He was shown a handful of time this year, and while he’s half way to his championship I decided it was time for a break.

I’ve told many people it’s so he can grow up and physically mature, and yes that’s part of it, but not the real reason. It was incredibly hard for me to just admit that after 9 years of showing, and finishing multiple dogs that showing Lucca is not fun or rewarding. So we’re trying something new.

Lucca and I started agility classes a couple weeks ago, and it just confirmed that I’m doing the best thing for both of us. We both are having a blast.

[meafteryouu]

So this is me, trying to fix the mess you left behind.

And I do it all alone, I get myself back up and get happier than I’ve ever been. ♡

[aiotabek]

A Clean Start|| Yuriorussiangold

Otabek helped Yuri pack the laundry into several pillowcases (a trick he’d learned while traveling on his own) and pulled the skate outfits separate from the rest of the laundry. Those were dry-clean only. So those went in a different bag for later (since the next season didn’t start for several months, yet). 

That got it down to three full pillowcases. 

He nodded at the suggestion of ice cream and ‘hanging’ while the laundry went.  He urged Yuri to get dressed and threw on some street clothes - a loose white t-shirt, his usual leather jacket and black painted-on jeans, boots, and fixed his hair.  Even if all they were doing was laundry, he didn’t want to go out looking like he’d just rolled out of bed. 

When they were dressed and ready to go, Otabek scrawled a note for Yuri’s grandfather letting him know where they were going. Otabek took two of the three cases,left the third for Yuri to haul and followed him at a leisurely pace to wherever they were going. 

It was a slightly chilly day, but nice as spring days went. The breeze off the water was crisp and fresh and seemed to offer to blow away the dark mood and bad feelings from the previous day.  It was late - the lights of the city sparkled off the wide canals 

St. Petersburg was a beautiful city - he had to admit, but half of that beauty was slumping just ahead of him with a bag of laundry slung over his shoulder. 

@yuriorussiangold

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[stefanrybak]

[madewithonerib]

on the same thread, from a different POV || the one who leaves:

Tonight I'm letting you go, not because it feels good, and not because I ever wanted to—certainly not for your sake, but I have to.

I have to let you go, I have to move on without you, cook dinner without you, brush my teeth without you, watch the news without you, and go for silly little walks without you. I have to let you go because it hurts like hell—if I don't, you burn me alive when you stay and I know you do.

You stay in my energy all day long, won't leave me alone, won't admit that you were wrong. I know you use the cards in your deck to breathe down my neck, and you think yourself an empress when we all know you're but a fool or better yet a devil.

You drain me cause you miss me, and I miss you too, but i don't miss you more than i miss myself; and I need to let go of you, I have to.

I have to let you go and leave my heart behind also, so I can grow a new one. one that never loved you, one that never lost you, one that never had to mourn all our dreams that had barely been born before they died in my arms.

Tonight I'm letting you go, not because it feels good, and not because i ever wanted to—certainly not for your sake! But it's the only way I'll keep myself from crumbling today and tomorrow. I'll enter a new year free from heartache, free from fear free from all the tears I've wasted on you—like a tsunami they won me over for months on end, so difficult to comprehend how you went from lover to friend to stranger again.

I have to let you go, I need to seat myself at front row to my own show. Knock knock, you're not welcome here—there's nothing more to talk about, I have nothing more to say to you, you know what you did and continue to do. Go ahead, turn right back around, the door is there. Tonight I'm letting you goa

[shippingbell]

Been a while hasn't it?

I haven't used Tumblr in years eheheh. If you're still following sorry for. Every single cringe I ever posted. Holy shit there is a lot. I'm currently going back and deleting so much of it lmao

Some things to know now that I'm back:

Obviously I changed fandoms. Super into Cardcaptor Sakura and bnha rn maybe some Hanako posts every now and then

Call me Shippi! I'm Non Binary and use They/Them pronouns

My art has gotten a LOT better and I'm excited to have a semi new slate and start posting!

My dm's, or whatever they're called, are just as open as they were before

I have two cats now :)

That's all. I'll be getting back into the groove of Tumblr again!! Sorry for disturbing your TL....or.... dashboard? Djdkdnd But thank you! See you around!!!