#clemetines

[manicclementine]

not as great of a day today but i did okay. i felt like binging but just made a hot coffee instead. i’m finishing my film doc and then going to bed.

xx

[clemster-the-gay-survivor-blog]

Clem:*eating a clementine*

Vi: Cannibalism

Clem: *not so innocent, confused chewing noises*

[manicclementine]

i wonder if they’d notice me if i stopped eating.

[manicclementine]

haven’t had a normal period in over 8 months and now that we’re on quarantine and i’m actually working out and shit my body decides to dump SIX MONTHS WORTH OF FUCKING SHIT out in one period i think my organs are liquifying and coming out of my uterus kill me now.

[manicclementine]

I FUCKING TOLD HIM TODAY AND HE FEELS THE SAME WHAT DO I DOOOOO

[manicclementine]

oh shit this fasting thing works oop

who woulda thought

[manicclementine]

so irritating. i was laying in bed trying to just relax and couldn’t stop thinking about going downstairs to eat something. i just ate like an hour ago. i’m not even hungry but it’s like this compulsive NEED to eat something. i was getting so fucking anxious about it too.

what the fuck is wrong with me?? i’m so over this. i need to fucking lose weight.

[manicclementine]

this far my quarantine has consisted of drinking copious amounts of liquor and consuming way too much marijuana.

i have been absolutely unproductive and i don’t fucking c a r e.

i’m gonna drink shit loads of water and do all the exercise tiktoks i saved last night and try not to think about how bored i am.