#cleverwxrds

[numinousmuses]

cleverwxrds

Aidan rubbed the side of his face, nervous. "So...I told my sister about you. I mean about us being together or whatever, not about the werewolf thing. I wouldn't tell that without your permission. But um...she wants you to come over for dinner...sometime. It's okay if you don't want to! Like totally completely okay."

[3dscene]

Eli had thought this would be easier though he'd also been banking on his best friend being here not out and about. He took a breath as Jacob answered the door. He'd had a crush on his friend's dad for years. "I...um...I'm kinda supposed to interview an adult I admire for a project and I picked you. Is that ok?"

[theemeraldeyedhunter]

I try to talk to her as much as I can when I see the posts that she posts when it's 2 am my time and when its 2 am her time I'm out like a light but only because it's like 5 am here by that time and I try to talk to her but I can't all the time, and I fucking love Dean and Oliver and I feel bad for not being able to help her but at the same time sometimes I'm off for the same reasons as her

Yeah that’s one problem she doesn’t realize time zones play a role.. *nods* I get it.. And she’d kill me for this but I like watching her thread it. And don’t feel too bad even when she had friends who she say everyday in school who gave her their time she still just… Probably the problems being as insanely disordered and different as she is.. And that sucks. I’ll just go ahead and say this if she reads through my posting *i doubt it* she really adores the thread and gets a bit of a smile when you’re online. She also well has a tendency to read reblogs so.. Yeah that probably’s something for her to work on she’d be less wounded if she didn’t absorb everything as well..  Like it is really weird but she will feel somebody’s depression even if she’s away from her computer… So yeah that kinda is a crippling effect. ..

[theemeraldeyedhunter]

7 hours is a long time D;

You obviously don’t know Katie then… She once cut off all her life for a week. Besides she’s got a weakness for tumblr I’m sure in like 2 or so she’ll have recovered or well something.. But Dean’s working with me as a team as she’s gone so don’t worry threads will live on. Just she swapped me for her. 

[theemeraldeyedhunter]

they sell Supernatural theme Ouija boards at Books A Million and my brother may get it for me but in no way do I want it

I’ve never heard of that store..  And to be honest I’d want to attempt it with a group of people if it was daytime… But alone? Nope not gonna even buy one. Besides people have warned me against it… I even swore a super serious oath to not buy one at one point.. And with no money and even if I had some it’s not on my list of splurges. And if you get it you should like wrap it up and drop it on someone’s doorstep for Christmas.  Then again I’m a plotting person who’d give creepy dolls to people I hate..

[theemeraldeyedhunter]

✔

Aw I got one from one of the cuter and only threads I have going on… And from an amazing person.

[theemeraldeyedhunter]

It's Saturday here and tomorrow is Sunday and I really need to talk to you and make sure nothing's gonna happen and I don't wanna sleep if you're not okay

Get some sleep it’s only 11:30ish Friday night my time so don’t worry totally a different timezone people still have time to raid my inbox and that though so far there’s only been the anon and you. I’ve got till Sunday to make up my mind or change it. I would’ve thought of tomorrow but it’s the farewell to my little cousins and my uncle who loves me even when I’m so damn rude to him. Just like usual letting people down and they forgive me. Like this last summer he called for my birthday and I didn’t want to talk on the phone. And when talking with him sounded like an uninterested brat. And so I guess that’s why I never got my birthday present from him in the mail. The man who babysat me when I was really little. Who’s nicknamed me. And treats me like his own flesh and blood. Who’s always teasing me and saying I should visit. Who when I was little dragged me out of a bookstore but bought the stuff I’d been looking at for my birthday a few days later. And just I couldn’t do it not tomorrow not before they leave. It’d break my heart too badly. So I’m waiting till they’re out of town back home miles away. Because with their 3 little girls and a few months old baby boy it’d be wiser to let them return home before I did it. So they don’t have to try to explain why I wasn’t able to say goodbye. And besides I’ve got a lot of websites and stuff to post goodbyes on and stuff still which means sometime Sunday morning if I don’t back out of it. And I’ve also got to pick what method would work teh best for me..

[theemeraldeyedhunter]

I absofuckinglutely love Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Heart eyes 2 the max

Aw thank you nice to see my music choices are something people get heart eyes over. I’ve been raised in a house of variety of music. Like when I was little I constantly heard Red Hot Chili Peppers and that so it became inprinted in my brain to the point 7 year old me would be like,”That’s this song from this album by this band.” And kids would just stare at me.. It’s been that way for a while people tend to look at my mp3 player and go,”I’ve never heard that.” And I’m like,”Yes you have you just don’t know the details of the song.”   

Do you feel like a man when you push her around. Do you feel better when she falls to the ground. I'll tell you my friend one day this world's gonna end.