#cliit thoughts

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yeah. the wind fucking knows buddy

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hey so started my big boy job today (full time, post grad) and holy shit i am miserable 😁 i don’t know how people do this for their whole life. not so much that work was bad (it wasn’t; the actual work they had me do was captivating) but i am SO drained from commute + being in an unfamiliar place w strangers for 8 hours + all alone (mom left yesterday). all i’ve done since i’ve got home is cry and i have to continue to do this every day for at least a year… and the rest of my life

cw suicidal thoughts after break kind of (im kind of just spiraling)

i literally need things to get better because if every single day is going to be like this for the rest of my life i do not see the point in living. just from a pragmatic point of view. genuinely what’s the point of experiencing a life full of pain/fear/anxiety and nothing else

[dans-cliit]

switching from tallyblr to tallytwt is feels like switching from walking normally to playing the floor is lava. like i cant just spout whatever the fuck i want on there there are actually tally hall members that are active and it feels way more personal and scary

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finally got a hard case for my bass. feeling so zubincore rn.

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fuckkkkk my stupid chungus life im apartment searching but the thing is i DONT want to MOVE or start my ADULT POST COLLEGE LIFE and live ACROSS THE COUNTRY i have absolutely NO motivation to be looking for apartments just fucking kill me

[dans-cliit]

this may be the dumbest question. but. is tally hall a hyperfixation for anyone else

i lack the ability to enjoy this band casually it’s like an all or nothing quest for dopamine when i got TH on the noggin

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holy shit. david spade…? is… gender envy…??!!???!!

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on tumblr at work 🤫🤫🤫🤫 shhhhh don’t tell anyone🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫 i’m waiting for my boss to get off a call so there’s nothing i could really be doing right now anyways but i still feel guilty for not doing anything 🤫