every so often it hist me, right in the face, that maybe i won't amount to anything
like...im just that person who does stuff
no one can name one thing they like about me
im all over the place
i do music
but im not good
i do art
not good
i do writing
okay i guess
but like
no one wants my stuff
they just want someone elses stuff with my special touch
does it make me special
or does it just make me frosting on the cookie
(im the only one i know who likes the frosted cookies anyway)
(everyone else likes just the cookie)
(they say the frosting is too chalky)
and i dont want to sing my own stuff
so the only reason people like my music is because of the voice i use
and even then
its like
only one person has payed for my music
two people for my art
and one person for my writing
(albeit multiple times)
am i just not noteworthy enough
should i do porn?
would that make you notice me?
or should i just continue doing things i cant make a living off of
because im just
not
good
enough