Someone's cloudy now. That's fine, but like in a place where there's always sunshine it's weird to suddenly have gloomy cloud shadows. But also like a place with a lot of sun, it can be a lot to maintain so it's fine to not be sunny too. I have no idea what happened, or what's happening. But I can guess. If it isn't one thing, it's the other, but all I know for sure is that she isn't feeling well. That means that now is not the time for me to be upset and angry all the time, but to become the sun for her, like she is to me. Too bad I don't know how because we are not in contact outside of the internet... But there are other ways! Aside from invading her inbox. Last time something like this happened, I wrote a 7-page long "note"...an inside joke, to my other friend who was hurting at the time. I can do something similar here, I just need to find the time. Darn, that calls for special effects. Hm. For now, I will simply make these texts posts. And perhaps pictures...Now I'm going to constantly be thinking about this. WHAT AM I EVEN TALKING ABOUT. I suck at my job. Wow. I don't know what else to say right now without completely making a fool of myself, so just know that the whole cheesy "you and your family are always in our thoughts" thing that seems so scripted and default actually holds true for me right now, with feeling. There's nothing really to say at times like this, except that I'll wait. Until you're back and open for bothering.