no peach clown girl, never doubt yourself 😌
yap and stuff below cut
art block my beloathed. i have been STUCK in a loop of "i wanna draw" "no not that" over and over again and due to personal circumstances (i'll briefly go on about it later) it just made the art block even worse!!! fucking finally got something that i like because i had a sudden burst of energy :) ...out of spite, but it was a burst of energy nevertheless.
and yes, i had to make the "haha peach ass" joke out of the way before anyone else did
anyways. the art. very shortly thought out idea. basically i was thinking of food, and i made some yummy peach syrup a month ago and i saw it in the fridge, and i was like "peach character..." and here we are. for the design i was trying to put as many peaches into her outfit as possible. peach skirt, peach puff sleeves, peach buns, peach leaf bow, peach colors, peach polka-dots, peach circus ball, peach juggling balls... goodness gracious i'm glad i was able to remember all of that lol. since she's a clown she gets a little embarrassing moments sometimes, but it's okay! she gets good health care at this circus. (Including therapy!) still trying out that new art style and so far i'm really liking it! also trying something new with the lighting :))))
ooookay now onto my life. in short: not great! in long: got hit with both with undetermined lung damage (prob american-canadian wildfire smoke), and dealing with mental health shenanigans not being helped with some interpersonal drama that i really shouldn't talk about in the public until it's over. got myself a prescribed inhaler and i tested negative for covid/flu so i think that's good lol. the inhaler def works too, which is great. can't walk a lot of without getting winded but i'm doing a lot better than the week prior. can't say much about the drama but i can say i got a boost of energy out of spite! and i think things are looking better from here, like breaking-from-my-chains way, so yeah! sorry i have to be vaguepost king about this lol i wish it was over by now so i can yap
also side tangent holy FUCK i did not expect my big walk post to blow out of proportion like that. what the fuck /pos. thank ya'll a lot :)
anyways, thank you if you read all of that! and i love you! :)
