#clowne posting

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YOU DON'T UNDERSTAAAAND METAGROSS IS SO CUTE AND STUPID LOOK AT THE WAY THEY LOOK 💞💞💞

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Artfight: Circusboogaloo

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CLOWNE COMMS (KOFI + VGEN)

I got like 7 cents in my bank right now. Getting pretty close to those red numbers and it would really help to spread this around for people who might be interested to order from me to keep that from happening. ;w; /

Vgen: https://vgen.co/Circusboogaloo

Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/circusboogaloo

Email: [email protected] (easiest and fastest way to contact me)

Accepted Payments: Cashapp, Paypal, Venmo

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I made a Lucio brush. I was gonna share it in the asset store but someone else did something similar and it got taken down so, not gonna be able to do that😭

If you want the brush, here ya go :3

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⚠️ E-COMMISSIONS ($15 USD) ⚠️

I'm currently going through a bit of a struggle financially while job searching. Unfortunately, I have had no luck with getting hired since I've moved into a new home recently.

I'm in a financially tight space at the moment and need to make monies through commissions. If you can't commission, sharing helps and means a lot! <:)

Commissions are $15 USD but I do have other options too!

Examples of my commission work:

Clowne's Ko-fi Commissions

Ko-fi Commissions Open! Click to see Clowne's commission menu.

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Small update; I don't know. I've been really stressed lately, I feel horrible lately too about not being around a lot of people. I want to talk to so many mutuals lately, I feel like I'm letting so many people down lately. I just hope everyone has been doing okay. I'll try my best to keep in touch with people. Been wanting to cave into myself lately. ;w;"

If we haven't talked in a hot minute, I promise I'm thinking about you and I wish you well if we don't talk sooner! Love ya'll! <3 <3 <3

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Inactivity and Inconsistency

Since I already put this on my bluesky and no where else really, I'll add this here too. I've been growing inconsistent over there years with my socials and don't really have the energy for it like I used to.

Being on social media was one of the most exciting experiences as an artist. When I was younger I'd be excited to make things to share with people and see the things people made but things just don't feel the same as they used to. I don't know if it's just repetitive, too much negative things appearing, or just overall different as I grow older. I just know I don't care to be super active anymore. I'm exhausted.

It's even becoming more apparent that my art has probably the worst it has been. I sometimes never know when I'll draw or want to draw and feel happy about it. I still want to keep trying with it, it's all I really know. I've tried to have other hobbies at the side like gaming and cooking to not have so much pressure put on my ability to perform artistically. But, I honestly don't know what's wrong anymore. How I've even gotten to this point of just feeling... Without purpose? Feels like everything I do now just feels empty and there's no real joy to it anymore. Even so, I still keep trying to dig for something. I just want to feel something. Anything. I'm sorry if it sounds like vent, not intending that but figured I'd attempt to give you a look into why I might be struggling so much lately to be consist.

TDLR; My online activity will be very little now and I'm only posting on kofi for now.

Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/circusboogaloo/gallery