könig was one of those very lanky kids who always ate the most insane sugar fuelled diet before starting to work out and gain muscle weight later in life.
that bulky mountain of a man still has a sweet tooth 'till this day.

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könig was one of those very lanky kids who always ate the most insane sugar fuelled diet before starting to work out and gain muscle weight later in life.
that bulky mountain of a man still has a sweet tooth 'till this day.
SIGH. This has always happened to me throughout my life, so it's not really suprising that it's happening now, nor is it particularly surprising that being ill for a bit would trigger it. But it's gone from being kind of my baseline to not surfacing for years at a time, so I am surprised. I'm otherwise getting over the Covid pretty well. ... But my internal cues that it's time to Eat a Food have gone all to fuck. So remembering that eating at regular intervals is a thing that all humans need to do, and then actually doing it, requires conscious effort and feels like near-constant work and requires energy that I don't always have (because post-Covid) but obviously, will not have, if I don't do it. It hasn't become so difficult that I'm worried or that anyone else should be. I haven't weighed myself but my clothes aren't fitting any differently and I expect to get things back under control before that happens.
It's just annoying! I am already sick of finding myself at 6pm all "Oh no why does everything feel weird and bad? ...OH FOR FUCK'S SAKE NOT A-FUCKING-GAIN *angrily eating cheese*"
I lost weight so rapidly within the last year that my mind legit didn't keep up, so now i am very much confused by my own reflections, because in my mind i am still a lot bigger than I am in reality
.... I think my damn underwear is getting too big
alternative new year's resolutions to weight loss:
try out a food you've never tried
learn a new recipe
try out a new sport and see if it's fun
get a medical checkup done this year
get a blood count done and if you have any deficencies figure out a food you like that might help you get the nutrients you need
My mum told me that my sister has lost weight for her wedding and I'm now panicking and thinking that I need to lose weight for the wedding bcos I can't weigh more than my sister cos she will bully me about it but also I can't weigh less bcos she will also bully me about that. And I also don't want to hear all the random family members telling me how good I look bcos I'm thinner than when they last saw me. Like ya boi has been depressed and stressed and also terrified of weight gain from being on birth control. And I'm just so fucking BEYOND this all but there's also that voice telling me I can't weigh more than my sister at her wedding. Fuck my entire life x
I actually kinda like HAES
I just don’t like the name itself. (See also “sex positive”.) The emphasis on social determinants of health and on healthy behaviors instead of weighing a certain amount are both helpful to me personally and neat ideas in general.
I need to eat.
I really need to eat but I can’t and keep it down. The thought makes me sick to my stomach. I can’t eat. This is not healthy but food is so disgusting. How do I keep eating?