Bleeding All For the Goddess - Process
These are always long, so I’m putting this under a cut:
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INPUT - Restless nights, 45 by alexalisvolat: You do not kill a goddess. You open up her chest, looking for magic and leaving darkness instead. You caress her skin until the stars cut through it from the inside, eager to be touched as well. You look for the universe in her eyes and you get lost, while she has to find you again. You do not kill a goddess, you do not make her less than she is, but you lose her, if while worshiping her you forget that she bleeds.
RANDOMISE: looking not her chest make find up touched her do You be magic worshiping stars if forget you well than the and she and do while you goddess in You less cut eager she for goddess bleeds until You but she a her open get that from caress through has kill the is it to kill look not leaving instead the her as lose for You a you again you lost you not inside You while eyes skin her to darkness universe her do
SAMPLE - Sky Poem by Caitlyn Siehl: looking not her chest make find up touched her do You be magic worshiping stars if forget you well than the and she and do while you goddess in You less cut eager she for goddess bleeds until You but she a her open get that from caress through has kill the is it to kill look not leaving instead the her as lose for You a you again you lost you not inside You while eyes skin her to darkness universe her do
Stars are not small or gentle. They are writhing and dying and burning. They are not here to be pretty. I am trying to learn from them.
DECAY: forget eager here her to are worshiping to her and caress You her her her a for goddess do again leaving small you skin You you less has and You instead I until from look the in make kill kill You Stars through for them while as darkness be up be to open writhing while do not inside her and you not from cut looking it not if do is You you to find the pretty dying a are burning she bleeds you or but than learn universe
DRUG-ETYMOL: forget eager [OF aigre "sour, acid; harsh, bitter, rough; eager greedy; lively, active, forceful"] here her to are worshiping [OE worðscip "condition of being worthy, dignity, glory, distinction, honor, renown"] to her and caress You her her her a for goddess [PIE *ghut- "that which is invoked" and feminine suffix] do again leaving small you skin You you less has and You instead I until from look the in make kill [OE cwellan "to kill, murder, execute"] kill You Stars through for them while as darkness [OE deorc "dark, obscure, gloomy; sad, cheerless; sinister, wicked"] be up be to open writhing [OE wriðan (transitive) "to twist or bend," earlier "to bind or fetter"] while do not inside her and you not from cut looking it not if do is You you to find the pretty [OE prættig "cunning, skillful, artful, wily, astute"] dying a are burning [PG *brennan "to set on fire"] she bleeds [OE bledan "to let blood"] you or but than learn universe [L universum "all things, everybody, all people, the whole world"]
SAMPLE - Bê Ðê by Chris Nguyen: You say one thing and I hear
the moon shudder, bone whistle and shrink. I imagine your laughter
stunning a bird, tilting a window frame, locking a hundred mouth-sized doors.
forget eager [OF aigre "sour, acid; harsh, bitter, rough; eager greedy; lively, active, forceful"] here her to are worshiping [OE worðscip "condition of being worthy, dignity, glory, distinction, honor, renown"] to her and caress You her her her a for goddess [PIE *ghut- "that which is invoked" and feminine suffix] do again leaving small you skin You you less has and You instead I until from look the in make kill [OE cwellan "to kill, murder, execute"] kill You Stars through for them while as darkness [OE deorc "dark, obscure, gloomy; sad, cheerless; sinister, wicked"] be up be to open writhing [OE wriðan (transitive) "to twist or bend," earlier "to bind or fetter"] while do not inside her and you not from cut looking it not if do is You you to find the pretty [OE prættig "cunning, skillful, artful, wily, astute"] dying a are burning [PG *brennan "to set on fire"] she bleeds [OE bledan "to let blood"] you or but than learn universe [L universum "all things, everybody, all people, the whole world"]
MIX: You say one thing and I hear
You forget how eager, with the flavor of sour acid, here with her you too are worshiping, finding her worthy of dignity, glory, distinction, honor, renown to her and caress You her! her! her! all for the goddess, that which is invoked again and again leaving you small in your skin
the moon shudder, bone whistle and shrink. I imagine your laughter
You! you now have less, and give from You instead of I until from her look the in make her kill or execute, kill Your Stars through for them while as darkness, that obscure, cheerless, wicked darkness let yourself be up to that open writhing, to twist or bend, to bind or fetter
stunning a bird, tilting a window frame, locking a hundred mouth-sized doors.
while do not see inside her and you nor from cuts, look not if it is You you to find the pretty, the cunning, the skillful, the artful, the wily, the astute dying and burning to set on fire she bleeds to let blood from you or to learn all things, everybody, all people, the whole world
BABEL-GREEK: You say one thing and hear
You forget how willing, with the sour taste of acid, here with her you who love finding the worthy of dignity, glory, distinction, honor, reputation and caress you this! this! this! all for the goddess, this invoked again and again leaving you small in your skin
moon shudder, whistle bone and shrink. I imagine your laughter
You! you now have less, and give you instead of me until the gaze makes you kill or execute, kill your stars through for them, and as the darkness, this dark, cheerless, evil darkness let yourself be open until that twitch, twist or bend, to bind or fetter
a stunning bird, tilting window frame, lock cent mouth sized doors.
and not see through and you nor by the cuts, see if it can not you can find the beautiful, evil, the skillful, elaborate, the cunning, clever dying and burning to burned bleeding to let blood from you or to learn all things, everyone, everybody, everyone
INCREASE SENSE: You say one thing and hear You forget how willing you are, with the sour taste of acid, to be here with her You who find love with those worthy of dignity, glory, distinction, honor, reputation, and have them caress you This! This! This! All for the goddess, invoked again and again, leaving you small in your skin
The moon shudders, a whistle of bone I imagine your laughter and shrink
You! You now have less, and give of yourself instead of me Until her gaze makes you kill or execute, kill your stars through and through for her, And as this darkness, this dark, cheerless, evil darkness Let yourself be open until that twitch, twist, or bend, to bind or fetter
A stunning bird, a tilting window frame, Lock all of those mouth-sized doors.
And they cannot see through you, Nor by the cuts, may they see if it cannot You can find the beautiful, the evil, the skillful, the elaborate, the cunning, the clever Dying and burning simply to be burned Bleeding to let blood from you or to learn all things, everyone, everybody, everyone
SAVE