#cocainn

[jocolatemousse]

I thought I was done, And yet here I still feel.

[jocolatemousse]

It's given that at some points, we think alike.

But most of the time, our thoughts. just. complement. each. other.

You'll never know how beautiful that is to me.

[jocolatemousse]

I'm still stupid enough to wonder why you didn't feel the same way. I had forced myself to think that it's only a matter of sexuality... Until the what-if's started kicking in. Every night, I wonder, and I torture myself with all these different assumptions based on self-criticism. I come up with all these explanations on why you didn't fall for me. I think of it all. In the end, though, I'll never really know why. I'll never know because I don't have the guts to ask you, "What is it that I didn't have?"

[jocolatemousse]

I saw myself in you; You didn't love me, So I can't love myself either. And all I really want Is to love myself.

[jocolatemousse]

Was that you? I can't help but think that that was you. Fuck, I haven't talked to you in a long time. Please don't tell me that I am this desperate to think that he was smart; to think that he was you. Please don't tell me I'm hallucinating. Please tell me that was you.

[jocolatemousse]

Nais ko ring marinig Ang mga bulong mo sa kanya, Mga palihim mong awit Na mapanukso't mapanghalina.

[jocolatemousse]

Hanggang ngayon, umiiral pa rin sa puso ko

ang mga damdaming idinulot mo.

[jocolatemousse]

Your heart is the only thing that my heart could ever dream of.