On my twitter I talk a lot about my ex-wife. The good and the bad for the most part. She was a Gemini Sun, Scorpio Moon, Cancer Rising. Now that I know what I know about astrology I always wonder if she was more intuitive than she led on to be. I can honestly say spirit wanted me to leave her. They showed me through tarot readings multiple times and I tried to interpret it to what I wanted to hear. Then they sent me more stuff through dreams which ultimately led to my first kundalini dream (next post).
The Reading:
Cross of Truth for JWA on 1/13/2019
Current Situation: 6 of Pentacles tells of a person who is generous with giving love because its spiritually fulfilling. it also says to be okay with accepting financial help. Unbeknownst to be, she hadn’t paid the rent in awhile because she was waiting for a check that never came.
Hopes/Fears: Queen of Swords RV was a reminder to be more confident and assertive.
Helpful Matters: 5 of Pentacles (immediately standing out we went from the 6 to the 5, literally going backwards) appears when you may experience financial loss whether a job, home or financial security. The quarent may be too focused on personal problems and not asking for help.
Conflict: The Moon “Stop projecting your fears into the universe. It is time for you to connect with your subconscious and listen to your intuition. Let go of fear based on passed failures (her last marriage never manifested because the girl left a week before the wedding, i tried to extend our engagement but she manipulated me emotionally..) Try not to make fast decisions.
Likely outcome: 9 of Swords RV basically asked for her to learn herself, her shadow self. She kept saying I wouldn't like the real her and I had no idea what that meant at the time.
The Dream: I had a dream of a single tarot card being presented before me in a dark room. All I saw was the hand and “The Moon” card. When I woke up i googled “The Moon” tarot in a dream and this is what I came up with:
“When the Moon arrives in answer to questions of love and romance, it indicates your love life is in emotional turmoil. This may be a time where all you and the one you love do is argue and bicker and find fault with each other. It may be a time to take a closer look at what really matters. Question the relationship and its potential. What does its future possible hold?” (dreamstop.com)
At first, I didn’t see anything out the ordinary with these messages being presented to me but as time went on I had my first kundalini dream but that is for another post.
