#cod introject

[ratcorpse-collective]

A little while ago, last night. I was pissed at my insys brother, ghost for doing his job as our primary protector.

Well I was upset and crying and I yelled at him and told him I hated him. His first response being "okay, I can live with that, as long as you are safe." And it hurt to hear.

He knew I was upset and purely mad, that I didn't mean it. But he'd rather me be safe and hate him then feel unsafe and still enjoy being around him.

I ended up apologizing and he immediately forgave me, he wasn't exactly offended or took me seriously..

But yeah, shout out to ghost, our protector who'd do anything to make sure we all stay safe.

[withgratefularms]

I often find myself flip-flopping between posting about my source on here. I know that, since I have the sideblog where other members of our system post, I have an option. However, I do like having my own space to just... be, I suppose. I would eventually like to post some of my poetry and writings centred on my source, but we'll see as to whether that happens any time soon.