I’m sure you figured out by now that I’m not doing as well as I said I am. I apologize for lying to you. I shouldn’t but I just didn’t want any of you to see me like this. You know how much I like to be seen as the strong one.
You’ve been the one that I could talk to about just about anything since we’ve met. In a way you’ve been like a brother to me. Your stubbornness and mine often caused us to butt heads but let me just say, every time you stood up to me like that you always impressed me. You’re not the “weak" one people may see you as.
Of all people I know you’ll try to take the blame for what’s happening to me. It’s not your fault. There was no way you could have known I was sick. No one did. I didn’t. So don’t even try. You have enough to worry about without worrying about that.
Please take care of yourself. Get some sleep. Take a break. Lyoko’s not going anywhere and XANA can’t always attack. Talk to Aelita. I mean really talk to her. She cares for you, let her in. You deserve it. You deserve a lot more than what you have.
Please take care of yourself Jeremie. I worry about you.