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What if Dean and Sam where Freaks and they get freaky ;)

I mean...

...isn't that just the show?

[I could keep going, but I've reached maximum gif limit]

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Ok istg i see that "sam and dean follow each other around calling each other's names like drunk girls at a party" post like once a week, but when I'm looking for it???? Nowhere

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John remembers driving Dean around in the impala to put him to sleep as a baby. Nothing got that kid knocked out faster than the growling rumble of that car through the quiet streets of Lawrence, music playing low on the stereo.

The impala didn't work the same way for Sammy; never had. He would fuss and squirm and make himself spit up on every car ride unless Mary or Dean were sat next to him, playing with him or holding his little hands; stroking a soothing pattern on his forehead or rubbing his belly.

After Mary is killed, it's worse. Dean won't talk; won't sleep, not even in the car. Sammy won't sleep unless he's being held, and car rides are excruciating. John brings a bottle of formula to their room in his friends' house and finds Dean in Sam's travel crib, curled around his little brother and humming, Sam's fist holding Dean's thumb in his mouth as their eyelids droop closed.

Maybe if they hadn't started living on the road soon after that, Sam and Dean still would've ended up normal. They'd have gotten through their grief and childhood coping mechanisms and gone on to sleep in separate beds, in separate rooms; cuddle stuffed animals and then nothing; live separate lives; be normal siblings.

Maybe.

But that's not how things went. And Sam still got fussy in the impala, but now they were in it all the time.

So when John glances at his boys in the rearview mirror and sees 12-year-old Sam curled in Dean's lap, sucking Dean's thumb as Dean hums and rubs his back, it's an image John's used to.

He thinks he probably shouldn't have let them get dependent on each other like this, but how could he take away their solace in each other?

It's the only thing they have.

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This shirt my daughter just showed me needs a sam and dean edit😂