18+ | Older than Sam Winchester, younger than Jared Padalecki | She/her | Multi-shipper | Occasional writer | Podficcer (SPN) | Reblogger Extraordinaire | ladygizarme on lj and AO3
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If you believe in thought crime or thought crime cooties, DON'T FOLLOW ME. You will not like it here and I will wonder why tf you're here.
Call me hoarder or ry. Asks are open, but replies happen sometime between immediately and my death.💜😅
Tumblr DMs are open to anyone for now, but the icebreaker stage needs to be fandom related. I might post about my real life, but I'm not here to DM about it if I don't already know how your blorbo likes to be bred or has munchausen by proxy tendencies towards their beloved, etc.🤷♀️
A tumblr follow is not a friend request. It's an opt-in to see my reblogs on your dash.
I am not here for personal romantic or sexual relationships. My horny posting is fictional. I'm married and ace.
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This is a multi-fandom, multi-shipping blog currently focused on Supernatural. Proshipping bibro, SamDean focused, finale positive. I know the difference between canon and fanon. ❤
I post and reblog: gencest, wincest, weirdcest, aroace qpr samdean, headcanons, imagines/thoughts, dark stuff, angst, fluff, fanfiction, queer Sam, trans Sam, 'genderswap' edits, winkline, sastiel, most Sam ships really, daddycest, mommycest, weecest, 18+ fan content, spn crack, j2, rpf, occasional fandom wank, other fandoms, and random shit.
Previous pinned post here.
Another pertinent post.
And another.
I'm ladygizarme on AO3. I write fanfiction and record podfic. As of April 2025, all works are archive-locked.
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This blog supports trans people and trans rights.
My tags are kind of messy, but I try to tag for common triggers, squicks, and content warnings.
Sexual content or erotic visuals are tagged: 🍋
Wank is: #fandom wank #fandom wank adjacent
Sometimes there’s: #u.s. politics or #u.s. bullshit
Most pairings are tagged, however assume to see SamDean content here.
Some things to know:
Not a tinhat, but tinhat adjacent. I rb j2 tinhat stuff regularly. Tags to block: #j2 tinhat #j2 tinhat adjacent
I post crit sometimes, but it's out of love. 💕💔 Tags to block: #spn writers critical #canon crit #dean critical #misha critical #castiel critical #mary critical (I think that's mostly it???)
I also use #john winchester’s A+ parenting --however it’s not always negative, and often discussing canon or headcanons
(Actually there's more now) Walker tags to block: #cordri neg #cordri squick #geri neg #geri critical
I started SPN in 2013 as a bibro that shipped destiel. The thing that finally brought me to the fandom was the podfic of Two Boys From Kansas in King Uther’s Court (a BBC Merlin/SPN gen crossover), and I binge-watched s1-7 a couple times with my baby bro until new episodes started coming out and watched those as they aired until s10. Came back to fandom in 2020 and couldn't enjoy much destiel content. The culture of heller fandom and my preference for a canon-adjacent aroace relationship that doesn't sideline Sam or change Dean's character has made my enjoyment of most deancas content a thing of the past. (Also I'm like 200% more obsessed with SamDean since the finale.)
On the very rare occasion I rb something destiel related, I will tag it so people can blacklist.
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~Discord~ IF WE'RE ALREADY MUTUALS/FANDOM FRIENDS: (Since a lot of mutuals have been shadowbanned lately and can't use messaging) My discord: fandom-hoarder #6220 (or fandom_hoarder since the stupid username update?)
No random friend requests, please. I honestly don't really DM on discord except for one-offs of things that can't go in a server discussion. If we don't already interact or exist in overlapping interest circles/servers... I'm pretty much already at capacity for conversation about real life.
at long last, my project for searching youtube captions/transcripts is available publicly!
https://j2transcripts.org
i downloaded subtitles from every video in the playlist by Emily Kitchen, Every Jared & Jensen Panel (up to date 2026) and all of @detailtilted videos which have full and correct captions. current total is 591 transcripts.
you can search exact phrases by "search phrase in quotes", if you use multiple words not in quotes, it will only return things with every word in your search.
after you search, on the right under the three line button, you can open the filters. i labeled panels that were jared and jensen only as j2, their respective solo panels and everything else falls under others; which may include j2 as well or just one of them. once you click through to a panel, there's tags which includes the year, the con and the people.
i also include an embedded youtube video that the transcript came from. recommend find in page/ctrl-f if you're looking for a specific phrase/word because they often aren't super easy to read due to being largely based on the auto-generated captions (which are getting better all the time but a con panel environment isn't always great audio)
the numbers are the timestamps, so this one for example, you can go to the 6 minute mark in the video to find it.
for the case of gayled_it's videos, i fortunately downloaded the transcripts before her account got zapped so they are in here!
the gayle's archive link will take you to the relevant folder on the google drive that Kanata set up which an archive of all of her videos that we could track down (with approval from gayle), link to the drive in their twitter bio, also here. i preserved the original youtube link so you can use it in the wayback machine on archive.org as well, if needed/desired.
this is primarily for searching the transcripts, but it also serves kind of as a way to find videos in an organized fashion with the consistent tags for the cons, the people and years. hopefully it's useful on both fronts!
i'm working with @j2wiki on also combining their archive of transcriptions into this project, which are complete/readable. i'll keep everyone updated on that as it goes.
if you have any comments/questions/problems, feel free to send me a dm, ask or leave a comment. everything is open. :)
fantastic. i love it. i posted this after my wife said it yesterday and as i was doing it i was like "this can't be an original thought. as soon as i hit post someone's going to say 'you stole this from a tweet from 2014' and i'll say 'no, i stole it from my beautiful wife.'"
If you could drop Sam and Dean (and anyone else, if you like) into any other media, what would you pick?
-@schizosamwincester
Happy Wincest WFriday @schizosamwincester 💜
There are so many spn crossovers that I like, it's hard to choose just one... But my overall top 5 are: Criminal Minds, His Dark Materials (these are more of a fusion AU), Merlin, and Buffy/Angel. And while there are some fics for each of these, it can be difficult to find good crossover fic that is also wincest or at least not background notp.
As for dropping SHOW Salmon Dean into a piece of media... Heroes, maybe? 911 would be funny, with the way they flirt with the existence of the supernatural. Or The Pitt, and then there would be references to Jared being on ER as a teen, and Robby convinced he recognizes him. 👀
