I think I really like the “they’re codependent as fuck and in any other context this would be extremely unhealthy and deeply concerning but they’ve been through so much just let them have it because they’d destroy themselves if not everything around them without eachother” dynamic because A it’s so beautiful in such a tragic way and usually built on great world building and character arch’s
B: I love unrealistic fantasy land that makes me cry
C: some part of me desperately wants that connection because I’m deeply chronically lonely and struggle a lot with long term human connection and interaction. And by loving these pairings I get to somehow experience it to some extent
Context; I’m trying not to cry about random things because I’m emotional over Jayvik and the horrible tragedy of their arch and how deeply lonely arcane the story is “connected loneliness” as I described it once and the sickening love they both hold in eachother in a way they can only contain by both carrying it