#coffeeandchocopillows

[coffeeandchocopillows]

hello lovehearts i have a new url hope you like it, it's way shorter and easier to remember 

http://drcab.tumblr.com/

[mommajeans]

you need to explain your url, because everytime i see it im like MAMMA OF JEANS but then you don't reblog any jeans stuff but some awesome stuff. <3

back in junior high, my friends used to call me that and i dont even know why. it was just for fun though and i like it. idk it made me sort of cool like i imagine myself in a gang and being the boss hahaha :P

[the-determined-sea-captain]

Life, the universe and everything.

This might be a bit long, however I feel a need to talk about these things. This past week has been testing. However it has also been very thought provoking.

Let's start off with saying thanks to certain amazing people who I don't thank enough. Kat - You always remind me of the good things in the world, the reasons to go on, you see when I am low and you pick me up to lift me higher then I have ever been before. I cry when I get your supportive messages because they are so majestic and I know there is no way I can repay you. Annabel - I hate the fact that I can't see you more because a lot of the time I just want to wrap you up in my arms and say thank you. Thank you for the support you have given me and the lessons you have taught. Thank you for the good memories, the tickle fights, the snowball fights and watching you do that makeshift snowboarding. Katie - I don't know what is happening because your parents are being strict however I am always worrying about you. You have get my head above the water level by being so kind and compassionate. You are one of the most trusted people in my life. Which for my life is actually something pretty amazing. Klaudia - We don't talk as much as we use to which I feel is a shame but whenever I feel low I just remember how you use to ridicule me for my way of thinking in that cute way of yours and it always cheers me up. I'm always hoping that life is treating you well. Those are the thanks for now, there are other people to thank, but for a later time. Also, I have found somewhere I belong. I am right where I belong. I just want it to change a bit because there is someone I really want to date but I don't want to go to Cambridge in a relationship because I don't want to have to worry about doing anything that can be seen as cheating. But when you look at it all I still wonder who would want to date me anyway. I have too many secrets and I am too secretive. I am bound to screw something up at some point plus... I don't have a heart. Yet I am satisfied with all this for now because I know that I don't deserve anything better then what I have at the moment. Now I know that some people are going to protest at this and say that I deserve better and all that but... I'm happy, well sort of... My councillor thinks that I have achieved that even kilter in the emotional spectrum. What she doesn't know is that it's because I have given up caring but shh. I really am heartless though... the family horse died and it hasn't hit me yet, I haven't broken down yet. I have had a small low time and moved on by the next morning.

[the-determined-sea-captain]

Thank you to the lovely coffeandchocopillows and amazing reallywhite guy for responding to my question.

[mommajeans]

hello how are you today m'dear? :)

hii :D im actually feeling wonderful today due to the fact that i’m gonna see my favorite bands next week! i havent seen you around here lately, how’s life? :)

[the-determined-sea-captain]

coffeeandchocopillows replied to your post: coffeeandchocopillows answered your question: Is...

its not bad it’s interesting

I was just wondering why the 'wow' :)

[the-determined-sea-captain]

coffeeandchocopillows answered your question: Is it bad that I want someone to just come up to...

wow

??

[drcab]

CHANGE

I CHANGED MY URL FROM COFFEEANDCHOCOPILLOWS TO PANDASTICKERS <3

-happy-