How am i?🐝☕️
When i started this new section... i thought i’ll write what i feel and whatever that inspires me about life butt....meri start biii itnaaa baddd hai....start of a new phase of life...
Yeahhh... started of as an accountant... 9 to 5 job office hrs... 5days no shift...🤷🏽♀️my life was supposed to be cool and fun, atleast that was my plan. And adding on to my “plan” was to meet the guy that i had the longest crush with. Who i think is still single... hai bi toh kya hoga... voh notice bhi nahi karte mujhe.... not my fren in fb , his not in insta... i just have one photo of him thats it. What has life made me go through
I have become a stupid, not confident....and an ugly adult. My name has stupid tagged beside since i was young. I look so weak nowdays. Where has my confidence gone, its like it came for a season and went away forever. Ithnaaa buri hai meri life..... i carry alot of stresss , even my coffee doesnt saves my life. Its a phase that everyone goes through i guess....I’m clueless about what i’m doing with my life.
I had dreams, thought i’ll land in some exciting ...on the go job...but here i’m in a full on desk... staring at my PC for exact 9hrss...eating my one hr break too! My bosss showsss lots of racisim ....piece of jerk hai voh! Wish he breaks his leg and stays home ! 🤬
Kohi #coffeestory nahi meri pass... becoz my life isnt as exciting as i thought off... i’m sucking up everything to earn a living... to get through eachday withouth getting blamed for mistakes i didnt make .
I’m joke right now.... when will my change happen.
Does anyone else feels the same too...if u doo, please be strong because after every storm theres always a beautiful rainbow, and i always believe that happiness comes after a heavy price. Just that you have to pay for the price heavily before receving that happiness. We learn something from every phase that we step into...life is a lesson it teaches us how to be brave, mature and how to fight that fear. We cant always leave in a box or wait for light to enter our life... we have to find happiness in the darkness to let light stay in our lives forever.
Ask me one more thing... why am i not listening to my own advise... this is the problem with me... i dont like listening to myself although i talk to myself half the time.
No matter what.... live life to the fullest means cry when u need too... be happy when u have too... believe in urself that u can break all the barriers in life even it means its gonna take longer that u expected.
Love urself more and pamper urself more... eat what u love and spread love to everyone.
This is my advise to whoever happens to stumble upon my post!
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