@dyslexic-daedra // @colleggtorofcogs
The day had finally come. Nirilhe sits with Talasse outside the room he shared with Revus as they waited for him to get ready. The Snow Elf wasn’t entirely sure where the procedure was going to take place, but he was finally getting his collar off. He was unbelievably nervous.
Talasse was only able to help so much to keep him calm. He’d been reminding him all morning that with the removal of his collar it would be much easier to let go of his past and move on. Nirilhe grips the tools Manarion had helped him find so tightly it made his already pale knuckles appear washed out.
He still had yet to tell the daedra that he’d let his identity slip to the Altmer. He was terrified that Talasse would be furious with him, thus his reasoning for not telling him yet. Though, knowing that the other was a spy, and assuming that he would have to be given strong potions while recovering, he’d let it out sooner or later.
Nirilhe jumps when he hears a door down the hall open, but as he takes in the new scent, he realizes it’s a student entering the offices, presumably to talk to a different professor. Surely Talasse could tell that his jumpiness wasn’t just from what he was about to face...he’d might as well go ahead and tell him, right?
He waits until the student leaves earshot, and with a small voice he speaks up. “Uhm...Talasse...? Remember how I told you that someone helped me find these tools? I--I, uhm...He knows.” he says, scooting ever so slightly away from the daedra.
“He’s that big, big Altmer that’s here sometimes...I...I told him. I’m sorry...I know you didn’t want me to tell anyone else because of my safety and everything, but I was scared he’d find out on his own and get angry...well, angrier than usual a--and now I’m rambling and probably making you angry and I’m so sorry it won’thappenagainIwon’ttellanyoneelse.” The last bit of his confession comes out as one panicked breath, and he has to take a moment to recollect himself, hoping that Talasse had understood him and wouldn’t make him say it all over again.









