I don't know who needs to hear this but..
Regardless of whoever you are, whatever state you are in, Wherever you are, Whenever you read this or even why you read this. You are a human being and you DO deserve to be loved. Either by yourself, by someone you know or just to be appreciated or even loved by a random stranger. I guarantee you, You do deserve to be seen.
You deserve to eat, no matter how unhealthy it is, No matter how much you weigh or what diet you are on, You deserve to eat food. No punishment should have you sacrifice something as important as food, water, basic hygiene or your safety.
Please do not let anyone tell you otherwise - even if someone tries, DO NOT listen to them. You are allowed to put yourself first, You are allowed to be selfish, make your own life choices, feel safe, eat at that unhealthy restaurant, splurge on that new shirt. If no one else is going to stand up for you then PLEASE, stand up for yourself.
In hundreds of different possibilities, something is not always solely someone else's fault. You are not to blame if someone is being a piece of absolute dog shit to you and not treating you as a human being. You deserve far better and I hope with all of my heart that you can see that and find a safe way out of that situation.
